isip.thesis

1month to go...before our thesis excution....AUg 20-21 to be exact....Hay...sbrang isip ng isip about the thesis.ojt.Shakespeare.
Wala na social life friday nalng...a day for God but I'm afraid na maaffect pati yun... but still thanks for my churchmates and gerry ahhahah may 1 day akong sbrang inaabangan

But my life right now is full of contentment...Living my life without worries except for my studies....Wala ako inaatupad kung di ung mga bagay for myself....sarap!

O well, kakatpos ko lng mag-aus ng issues about our poster....hehehhe time for practicing for my incoming play on 24-26!

pls watch:

• Trahedya ni Shakespeare

July 24-26 1pm and 7pm ordev accredited
P150

• Prinsipe ng buwan (my thesis)

Aug 20-21 P120

heheheh anu kaya mangyayare sa birthday ko masaya kaya?

isip.bata production

Time really flies....thesis is fast approaching sbrang nakakatakot lot of stress and pressure although we're four in the group d nababawasan ang ginagawa...But i thank God coz he really shower us so much talaga right now we have cast na sobrang cool coz d2 nagbunga ung pgging friendly namen hahahha many friends na meet namin since first year kmi they really ready to help us...hay...


Oct 13...graduation day ko next week i'll have pictorial na for our year book huuuuuh! The best! iba na ang feeling ko...pero at the same time kinakabahan sa mga future plans ko...but bahala na...iwan ko na ung part na un kay God


so wait nalang sa thesis namin ni jed, joey and celine...thank God for having you guys! AJA! isip bata!

1 month half ang mgging samahan ntn ehheheh a door for a really great friendship...

politics of life thank you d parin kau nagbabago samin...forever actors ko kau no 1 sa heart ko hahah


aug 20-21 at csb theather entitled: "Prinsipe ng buwan"

july 27: Shakepeare me as lady macbeth

its time to go!
babaeng ala pahinga logging off!

text message...musta naman yan!

It's just that i've been thinking about you and me...i find it really hard to accept that I'm ur bestfriend... i kept thinking why and i cant find a good reason... maybe bcoz i dont deserve to be in that position i just want to be your kabarkada not your bestfriend xoz i treat you all as equals no more no less so u dont have to call me the best just your kabarkadacoz i know im not and u know it sorry 4 saying this just now ur an important person to meand i dont want to be unfair to you there can only be one bestfriend and tht's not me and its not u either...we knew from the beginning that we are different we are noteven that close in highschool so why are we bstfriend...u shuld also ask that to yourself just think bout it ilove you and i hope you understand wat im trying to say il always be a true friend to you...

a day after....
forget about what i said last nyt im just not feeling well stressed ako sbra sorry sorry your my one and only bestfrend sorry talaga maxado akong madrama kagabi....

this is a text message from one of my closest friend...

how should i react?
i admit it....this message hurts me

i again questioning myself "Anu na naman ba ang mali"...why????


But Still i love you....but please stop hurting me....please this goes with everybody....

right now im happy...very happy....Maybe im also tired na pansinin ang mga ginagawa nio sakin....go on with your life and be happy....lumapit nalang kau skin kung may ggwin or sasabhin kaung mabuti...if your really my friend please take good care of my heart..I'm still in the process of healing it...wag nio na sanang dagdagan pa....dont get me wrong...d naman ako galit pero hindi sapat ang stress ka parang sabhin mo ang mga ganun na bagay if masama ang loob mo sakin handa naman akong makinig sau....I maybe not a perfect friend but God knows how important you are to me...but I didnt realize na mababaw pala ang tingin mo sa samahan natn...

dont worry Your wish will be done....ur not my bestfriend anymore....just a kabarkada....

gonna watch movie later miss miss gerry...hahahha

Message from Jeding@cadraft class

Shirley,

Hello...I am the future general of the philippines and if i become one i will make you my left hand general no...no..no i will make you the rightr becoz im left handed....and together we will production design the philippine militar family...we will....make costume, military events...sosyal location for our war....

hahahha

Nung nagbreak c shirley at joseph akala ko d kmi magbreak ni biboi....pero nagbreak din kmi hahah friendship kung friendship talaga soon enough sana c roxanne din....hahahah...nung pagnagbreak away kung away...

palagi kming magksama ni shirley...madami siyang kakrungkrungan para kming kindergarden...
parang kmi ang nagcocomplete ng school days d enough ang school pag d kmi magksama...un lng...Take the carebear care ok teddy bear...


-->hapy kmi coz....magaling kmi magcadraft...hahahahahha

Last term ko na!

heheh musta naman super namiss ko mag blog...well, eto ako nasa i nook ninanamnam ang nalalabi kong 3 buwan sa csb... grabe sobrang dami ng nagbgo....

well bfore dat...kwento ko muna ang aking munting bakasyon...nagkaroon ako ng sapat na oras para makapagisip isip at masasabing kong tapos na ang aking mga problema at sa kasalukuyan ako ay lubos na masaya...madami paring problema na dumadating pero kayang kaya! Noong Bakasyon ako ay pumunta sa aking munting probinsya ng durian ang davao...d gaano masaya ang pagpunta ko dun dhil...may pasok sa trabaho ang aking mga kamag-anak... pero masaya parin naman at di ko parin naman makakalimutan ang ilan samga nngyre sa akin doon...

pagbalik ko galing davao e nagsimula na ang frosh orientation...masaya dhil madami akong nakilalang kaibigan sabay ksama ko ang aking politics of life family at ang aking pinsan na si leslie...ngunit may halong lungkot din dhil eto na ang huli kong taon na mag orient kaya naman ako ay binansagang "reyna ng Fop" dhil sa tagal ko nang pagsislbi sa nasabing programa nung unang araw ay nagorient ako ng mga transferees pangalawangaraw ay ang bagongkurso ng kolehiyo na photography at animation at sa huling araw ay sa export management na madaming foreigner...madami akong naging kaibigan at masipag na ako mag text hahah himala?!

Masya din ako dahil may mga bago ako kaibigan na nagbibigay sa akin ng ngiti...tulad ng kaibigan ng aking kapatid na si "Gerry Hung"...nakaktuwa dhil ako ay may kakulitan,kalakwatsa at kaaway hahah...Pangalawa ay si "mr. Paul" isang koreano na aking naorient ako ay labis na natutuwa saknya dahil magkasundo kmi....kaya naman lalong lumulungkot ang huli kong term dhil madamiakon kaibigan na maiiwan...

ngayon pang-apat na araw na ng pagsisimula ng klase wala akong pasok tuwing lunes at biyernes kaya tuloy parin ang buhay student center...bukas na din ang bagong building ng Sda masasabi kong maganda sobra ang aming bgong eskwelahan kung ito ay tuluyan ng matatapos...nakaklungkot dhil d ko na ito maabutan....pero maligaya ako na kahit papaano ay nakapamalagi ako dito kht 3 buwan lamang...syempre nakakapanibago kaya naman blik ako ng blik sa old building tulad ngayon....masya din ako dhil baka d na drafig ang perspective drawing ko ito ay magiging cad draft na kung san kami ay gagamit na ng autocad sana naman ay hinde ako mahirapan...

napakasarap ng aking buhay ngaun tahimik at mapayapa....ipinagdadasal ko na sana ito ay tuloy tuloy na....di ko na maalala kung anu pa ang king ilalagay pero ayos na to kc ito lang naman ang mga importanteng nangyare...


kaya ang aking blog ay isinulat ko sa tagalog dahil ako ay gumagwa ng aking takda sa retorika hahahah anung koneksyon?ako ay natatawa na sa aking sarili bwahahahahahhaha

what's wrong?

everything in my life ryt now is wrong...I dont know why i cant find my way out...where is my energy?happiness and dreams...all i have is pain that eats me...where can i find myself again...
Living in this cruel world...makes me want to die...so tired of thinking, pretending and breathing...

alone in my journey with an invisible in my heart...cant bear the pain and near to quit...

waiting and waiting....ending

Vacation na....ok naman ang grades ko...sumabit pa sa pgiging dl hahaha....Well musta thesis? ok naman im happy coz atleast worth it ung pagod ko....although its hard coz im not comfortable with my panels and vice versa...hahha!Long story hay...

Hmm Musta ojt? well sobrang ok....we (w/ Atch lou and Sana) organized a surprise candle light dinner for mama and papa's 28th anniv we held it in the barbara's orchidarium sbrang ganda d ko expected un and un narin ung pinasa ko sa ojt ko....heheh i really dream to become a events specialist....i love surprises and etc....hay i hope someday i can make it....

but ooops sa bfore ng ojt presentation ko something bad happened huhu nahulog ako sa hagdn and nabasag ang laptop ko...hmmm imagine d scenario ahhhhh....sbrang hirap d bale ng madapa keso mahulog sa hagdan....tangengot ako hahha....but thank God at napaayos ko din ang aking laptop God is really good eventhough d me nakasama sa kids camp....coz bedrest ako for 1 week...sayang talaga...

after dat....super stress free na ako...Lakwatsa with some of my long lost friends like sai and jason....tin, hao and les....cool..its so hot kaya nakakatamd din lumabas...

I'm finishing some of my papers sa imigration coz ala pa akong i card punishment d ako nakasama sa china...nakakainis! yesterday i went to the imigration den nung last fri sa nso....grabe ang haba haba ng pila....thank God at kht papano ok na....

We are planning to make a short film for student center excited na ako...ill be the director....tagal ko na din d gawa film heheh To God be the glory!....after dat im also excited sa student center coz ill be the oic for the elementary i hope that i can be a blessing to them....so joyful...heheh

what else? Ill be going to davao excited na din ako....Gihi gugma tika ko sila lahat dun heheh....may bagong dog si aya louie hahah may bago na anamn akong tataguan heheh....

and especially excited na din me dis term last term na huhu yehey! although may perdraw ako and thesis execution....cant wait na makagrad na! may shakespeare ulit ang df and i'll be playing Lady macbeth dream role noh!

saya saya...

Well...life is not perfect but life is good!!!

Maybe later get togeder with my brkada.....!excited!