text message...musta naman yan!

It's just that i've been thinking about you and me...i find it really hard to accept that I'm ur bestfriend... i kept thinking why and i cant find a good reason... maybe bcoz i dont deserve to be in that position i just want to be your kabarkada not your bestfriend xoz i treat you all as equals no more no less so u dont have to call me the best just your kabarkadacoz i know im not and u know it sorry 4 saying this just now ur an important person to meand i dont want to be unfair to you there can only be one bestfriend and tht's not me and its not u either...we knew from the beginning that we are different we are noteven that close in highschool so why are we bstfriend...u shuld also ask that to yourself just think bout it ilove you and i hope you understand wat im trying to say il always be a true friend to you...

a day after....
forget about what i said last nyt im just not feeling well stressed ako sbra sorry sorry your my one and only bestfrend sorry talaga maxado akong madrama kagabi....

this is a text message from one of my closest friend...

how should i react?
i admit it....this message hurts me

i again questioning myself "Anu na naman ba ang mali"...why????


But Still i love you....but please stop hurting me....please this goes with everybody....

right now im happy...very happy....Maybe im also tired na pansinin ang mga ginagawa nio sakin....go on with your life and be happy....lumapit nalang kau skin kung may ggwin or sasabhin kaung mabuti...if your really my friend please take good care of my heart..I'm still in the process of healing it...wag nio na sanang dagdagan pa....dont get me wrong...d naman ako galit pero hindi sapat ang stress ka parang sabhin mo ang mga ganun na bagay if masama ang loob mo sakin handa naman akong makinig sau....I maybe not a perfect friend but God knows how important you are to me...but I didnt realize na mababaw pala ang tingin mo sa samahan natn...

dont worry Your wish will be done....ur not my bestfriend anymore....just a kabarkada....

gonna watch movie later miss miss gerry...hahahha