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I'm so depress...

This month is very productive for me...I think i have found my comfort zone...having new friends...adventure...having a new crush....achieving something

but why I am still lonely....

Maybe because I cant be true to myself....I am lonely but I'm still smiling....I'm still doing things that aren't Appropriate...hay

Kanina lang me medyo natauhan...I realizd that d na tama ang inaasal ko...I'm so confused kung bkit ako ganito...

I know that I'm not alone but I'm lonely...ala naman masama dun it is a very natural feeling....medyo napapagod na din cguro ko....Im covering everything that i feel through sa work ko...I'm trying to give everything my time and super duper effort to this production not because i love it but because this is my comfort zone...this is where I can be someone else....I can be the bossy and naughty shirley I can do everything that i want but then kpag umuwe na ako....I still feel the pain...

I'm a very good actress...I'm a pretender that's why i hate myself....

I'm just so tired...I got lots of work and responsibilities but I lost my heart....

La lng...i just cant contain it...I dont want to risk anything

i dont want to feel the pain...