WhY dO i sTiLL LoVe U?

It is true na if ur always happy...there will come a tym na sooper ka ma sasad... Don't know wat I'm feeling ryt now...Do u know da feeling na...ayw munang mahalin ung tao...Ur mind keep telling u to stop it but then...Ur heart will always tell u to forgive, to trust and to love... D b Nakakapagod un... I don't know kung anu ang paniniwalaan ko...I was betrayed...But I don't want to lose him...Ryt now I'm asking myself...Why do I stil love him after all na sooper nia kong cnktan...sana mging stone ang hart ko so that I can't feel the pain...I'm tired of trusting him...But wat can I do...I need to trust him...I need to forgive him...Bhala na c God saknya...

HaPi 3rD mOnThSarY

Wow 3 months na kmi ni Jo...can't imagine na ok pa rin kmi...Yesterday I'm with Cabz and joseph being with the most important guys in my life really makes my day so special...I miss cabz...After niya ko indianin sa debut ko...but can't deny that d mababaw ang frendship nmn he's my bestest friend...Honestly Everytym I'm with him I'm very very happy I feel safe...he's the only person na nakakapagbgy sakin ng best advices maybe bcoz lagi nia kong kinakmpihan...spoiled ako dun e... Dinala nia me sa store nila sa palengke...masaya...den we ate sa greenwich kwentuhan to da max...He again nag at me...kaya nga he's my tatay Cabz...Den after dat dumting c Jo...I miss those days nung hs na lgi kming tatlo ung mgkasama..but then dmi na tlga ngbgo...Mdyo d cla nguusap...Ngkakahiyaan heheh... After dat...Joseph gave me a letter...At least d nia nakalimtan monthsary nmn...kinilig ako hahah...The sad part is d ko xa makaksama today coz hngng nyt class nia...well It's ok... Den after dat hinatid me ni Cabz...Watch kmi ng video ng debut ko...This is the first tym na cnbi ni Cabz na bagay kmi ng boyfrend ko...Hmm lagi nmn nia kc ako kinokntra...I'm happy coz approved xa kay jo...He told me na alagaan ko hart ko coz he knew that I love joseph so much...den after dat...uwe na xa... Watch lng me d hul nyt ng tv...I hope may nxt tym pa....

ThE ImPoRtAnCe Of bEinG EarNest...

*Sigh* As of now I really want to rest...super stress na ko...I'm worried about everything...I love my job I'm happy na bngyan ako ni ms. ng responsibility na ganun eventhough mahirap...I'm enjoying it...ngging bonded ang block nmn...Konting tiis nlng at matatapos na toH!...well watta stressful week...buong week may rehearsal...super l8 na nmn me uwe huhu! Buti nlng nung Fri...harry potter's day...me, jo and aldrich nuod kmi sa rp almost 2am na kmi nakauwe...Hehe..the bad thing sa sbrang pagod nakatulog ako...Den kumain kmi sa wendy's enjoy me kht 3 lng kmi ntnggl nmn ung stress ko...yesterday buong day me nsa csb..ayos ng ganun ng ganyan buti nlng at andyan c aya raven...Almost 11 na rin me nkauwe...Den knina... church lng...den stay lng sa haus bored na nga ko...Buti pa c jo pa party party nlng heheh...Nothing happen nmn na bago...everything is ok parin kakapagod but my heart isn't empty and dat's wat important to meee...well Tom mon work n naman!!!...AYYY dumating na ung mga video ko nung debut I'm sooo excited na....

BeCaUsE I'm A gUrL...

My day was full of pain...Literal na pain...Now ko lng na experience na sbrang sumkit ung puson ko ng sbra sbra na parang hihimatyin ako sa skit...As usual introfilm clas knina watch lng ng movie hay magandang ung movie Young Frankenstein comedy but di ko naenjoy coz ang sma ng pkirmdm ko plus super lamig sa class...I want to shout pero nakakahiya after noninayos ko knti ung mga ek ek sa play bdtrip coz wla man lng tumulong skin...So i decided to eat shawarma rice para sumya ko...but 4 d ist tym d ako ngenjoy den bglang dmtng c aya vincent..wow namiss ko un noh! kya lng d ako nkipgkulitan coz d ko na kaya noh! ang sakit...after dat nagpnta me ulit sa booth then nakasalubng nmn c aya ben wow sarap ng filing kapag may mga aya ka..I'm so lucky na may mga aya akong tuld nila...I feel safe..ehhe Well I pray that they will soon find their own happiness..Den un chika chika with them...hanggng dmting na cla mama...pnta kmi doc ni ache sana kwnto kwnto about our kaweirdhn...Den after dat pnta na metropolitan...Ang tagal nmng ng wait grr I hate WAITING esp kapag meron ako wala tlga akng patience noh...den nung nasa clinic na kmi...sabi nung doc need ioperate c sana...so i thought ako din...e sbi kapag may goiter e maliki possibility d ako magkaank samday huhu LAGOT den un meron nga me goiter!pero d ngconfirm ganu ung dctor its becoz of my hormone ek ek!GRR ang hirap mggng babae db! But ayoko magpa opera ayaw!ikkmamatay ko un!...Takot ako...!!!tom mag papakuha me blood and ultrasound haha kala lng nila..papayag ako...!Takot tlga ko noH! well Dhil sa bwisit na nngyyre sakin...d ko nakausp c joseph d ko na tlga kaya e ayoko mgalala xa esp alm kong pagod un...but I miss and love him to death...sbra...Un Grabe...Bhala na c God....

aFtEr bEiNg BuSy...

Mis ko na blog ko tgl na nmn me d net super bc kc...D hul week rehearsal ng "Importance of Being Ernest" now ko lng na realized na super hirap mging stage manager I understand kung bkit ganun ktaray ang mga sm ng df heheh E isipin m Stage manager, production manager and Asst. Director pa kmi ni Jed kakaloka...Tpos super pasaway ung ibng actors lapit na nga show e d pa natakot! well un nung fri kuha dpt mw license but then chinese citizen ako kya ngkaconflict na naman! Fri was a long day for me ang dami tlga responsibility na nakasabit sakin to the point na d n ko kumain mabuti at nakiusap si jed na pahinga kmi ng Sat well of course super natuwa ako...coz It's lkwatsa time again hahah Pero la ako mayaya except joseph e I want to watched sassy girl kya dinalan nlng nia me ng dvd how sweet! den un nuod kmi kwentuhan aftr dt alis na xa den me as usual watch tv slip den knina ng church me at last d na din ako tinamaan ng katamarn! den now tinapos ko lng assignment sa introfilm..I want to go out gusto ko mglkwatsa bdtrip cla mama iniwan ako! la me kasama umalis huhu! well un lng ang kwento...I'm happy nmn...I hope it last...

Guys watch "Importance of being Ernest" by Oscar Wilde it's an ala victorian style na play kakaiba! Of course Asst. Director ako dun...50 pesos entrance fee...Nov. 22-23 3pm and 6pm at the auditorium of CSB.... txt me for more info 09193956423
Ei look at this pic...Super gusto ko xa...

my Ek DaY...

Yesterday I'm with my df friends: Jio, rox, vince, jed, lex, joris, joshua and dale...Well this is my first tym na makasama cla sa gnitong gimik...Well I just give myself a break well I realized na I need to be fair sa mga friends ko...Lyk dapat sumama dn me sa ibng friends ko coz it's gud to have many friends...Well I cant say na super enjoy kmi sa ek coz nagrain and we strting to find it boring and corny...Besides I'm just starting to close to them except jio, rox and jed coz they were my best buds in Csb...So mdyo hirap pa akong mgadjust but I'm enjoying their company eventhough minsan hirap akong makarel8...I went home mga 10 na...hahah sayang coz we rode Anchors away and Ferris wheel wow I'm starting to overcome my fear sa height...hehehe well Bka nxt tym Space shuttle na hahha...Then ng paint ball kmi hmmm ang bad pla nung game na un ang sakit dti atat akong mglaro nun bt den ngkpasa ako...It was nice nakabonding ko cla coz ngging flexible ako sa ugali ng diff tao...Tom naman ung brkada was planning na mglakwatsa tom d hul day...Coz la nga nmn kmi npuntahan nitong vacation...I miss them na...Just want to say thnks sa mga ek pepz...Heheheh! nxt tym uli heheh...And happy monthsary jio and rox if d dhil sa inyo la ek hahha! ang sweet!

DeDiCatEd tO mY BeStFriEndS

YOU FIRST BELIEVE by Hoku
How many times did i pray you've found me
How many wishes on a star
Gazing often to the dark
Dreaming i'd see your face

Safe in home unafraid
Captured in your embrace

So many times when my heart was broken
Visions of you would keep me strong
You are with me all along
Guiding my every step
You are all that i am
And i'll nver forget

Chorus
It was you
Who first believe
And all that i was made to be
It was you looking in my eyes
You held my hand And showed me life
And i've never been the same
Since you first believe

There were times

When i thought i'd lost you
Fearing forever was a dream
But it wasn't what it seem
Placing your hand in you
could see in the dark
You were guiding my heart

(repeat chorus)Hoh......hoh...hohh.....(chorus)
How many times did i pray you've found me
How many wishes on a star

I miss Cesar and Cabz...I really miss those days na lagi ko kaung kasama...The two of you really bring happiness to my life...I dedicate this song sa bestfriends ko Cabz, Cesar and Alexis. This song really fit sa inyo hhaa esp. Cabz...I really miss you... Wonder why I have many bestfriends because God sent me many angels because he knew that i will really need it...And I am blessed that he gave me the best....

UnDaS 2005

Heheh Got mail from joseph...hahah ngaun dw but dont know wat tym well..I got lot of thing to think about grrr...dont know wat to do with my studies...i'm sick and tired of my course....Yesterday I went to Mc do taft with my shobe kailngn ko mkipgkita sa pdes prof ko for my midterm kc db nakablufrm ako den now ko lng nbsa mail nia gosh ang hirap ng pinhhnp nia research dw on machine ek ek...hay...Isa pa yang tecdra thank God aya raven will help me tom...hay...Well galing me knina sa cemetery well D naman kakapagod unlyk the previous years na super nakkapnghina...D sumama leslie badtrip yestrday nagkain kmi sa emerald with my father side relatives well it was nice na masaya nmn kming lht sa bahay...being with achi sana's family nalelessen yung pagkamiss ko sa sis ko...well un lng...slip d hul day...watch dubai with papa sa tv and guess wat hahaha nakatulog na naman ako Antukin tlga!