my FeB. 14, 2006

For 3 consecutive years I spent my Valentines day with my someone special but know wat super iba tong year na to...This is the only valentines day na na feel ko na valentine...Maybe this is really the first na mainlove ako...

Tuesday khpon I feel bad ko 9am to 9pm ako sa skul...Joseph asked me to go out pero I know na super gabi na and besides may exam siya...so I spent my hul day with alexis and aya raven...nung morning masama loob ko coz i'm so desperate na matapos ung tecdra but then hopeless case na tlga ako...but syempre my lek lek comes to the rescue haha! Eventhough iniisip kona d ko makaksma c jo that day...It's ok...Corny man but our theme song really applies "Each day with you becomes a valentine"

Then mga 530 mdyo nararamdaman ko na ang pagkalungkot becoz of hisfurn Alexis need to go home when Joseph texted me "Shirl, r u with lek...alis cla ni rey cu l8r!" nkakagulat but then hinayaan ko na...hanggng bglang nagpa early dismissal c pizzaro...den cnundo nila ako...

So glad to see the other side of joseph na super sweet...like last sat. when pinabigay niya sa guard ung ccokies na hart sa starbucks with my name...then yesterday he gave me a box of chocolate na maraming petals with card na pinaghirapan nia...

Sooo touch...but at the same time I feel guilty...I always think that he doesn't love me...That napipilitan lang xa...that he does'nt care...That d na dadating ung tym na mamahalin nia ko...
but Last tuesday...naka misunderstanding kmi...Napakasensitive ko kc....

"Naiinis ako sa sarili ko kung bkit naapektuhan ako ng sbra kung di kita mahal matagal na akong wala" this are the words that really open my mind and heart na he's not what I think...

Yesterday when I open my gifts speechless ako...can't imagine that the Guy I love the most will make me feel so special that night...Of course, all my life I always love someone who doesn't Love me back...and this is the first time...

This is MY BEST VALENTINES DAY because I found my FOREVER....

and I will do everything to make it

FOREVER...