Grown up on the Inside...

uR mY fRieNd bUt GoD iS mY BeSt fRiEnD... I cAn cRy tO yOu bUt GoD cAn dRy mY tEaRs... YoU loVe mE bUt GoD loVeS mE deEpeR... YoU cAn hoLd mY hAnDs bUt GoD cAn cArRy mE bEtTeR...

3.30.2006

TaNuNg TaNuNg...


Q: WHAT'S YOUR MAIN RINGTONE ON YOUR PHONE?
A: Especially for you by: MYMP
Q: WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT LAST NIGHT?
A: Listened to my new CD, Prayed and Talked to Mama

Q:WHAT DID THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE ON YOUR CELL PHONE SAY?
A: "Ang hirap ng Report natin nakakabuwang"- Aya Raven ko
Q:WHO'S BED DID YOU SLEEP IN LAST NIGHT?
A: mine syempre

Q:WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
A: Pink

Q:WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR UNDIES RIGHT NOW?
A: white...Chismosa!

Q: DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS?
A.Yap..I Bought 1 pair of love birds for papa

Q: MOST RECENT MOVIE THAT YOU WATCHED?
A: Troy-DVD... Close to you- Movie house

Q: NAME 3 THINGS THAT YOU HAVE ON YOU AT ALL TIMES?
A: cellphone, art materials, Bracelet that Joseph Gave me...

Q: WHAT'S THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDSHEETS?
A: Red

Q: HOW MUCH CASH DO YOU HAVE ON YOU RIGHT NOW?
A: ckret baka nakawan ako!hahah Joke!
Q: WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE PART OF THE CHICKEN?
A: thighs

Q: I can't wait to....?
A: end this term...I can't wait to join CPMP...I can't wait for tomorrow...
Q: When was the last time you saw your mom?
A: now...Ganda Nia mana sakin!
Q:What did you have for dinner LAST NIGHT?
A: Dami It's my Dad's Bday celebration yesterday...Mey Han Catering!
Q:How long have you been at your current job?
A: i dont have one im a student

Q:Look to your left. Who's there?
A: My Mom, Nagpapaganda
A: Q: When is the last time you attended church?
A: last sunday

Q: What High School did you attend:
A: Philiipines Pasay Chung Hua Academy

Q: What's the last sport you played?
A. Volleyball PE4
Q: Do you consider your self a planner or spontaneous?
A: planner soobra!

Q: Last song you heard?
A: You are the one...but LLS ako sa Glowing inside!

Q: Are you comfortable changing clothes in front of friends?
A: Yap kay lek lek and Kat lang

Q: Who is your best friend?
A: #1 - JESUS CHRIST #2-Cabz #3- Lek #4-Cesar
Q: the longest running?
A: Lahat Sila...
Q: the one you spend the most of your time with?
A:JOSEPH and my hul Barkada
Q: the one i talk to only like once a week and am still close?
A: Panda, Cabz and Cesar
Q: the only guy i can be completely honest with?
A: Cabz and Joseph
Q: only guy who knows my music addiction to its fullest?
A: Joseph songer kmi hahah!
Q: Are you a romantic?
A: D mashado...just go with flow lng ako...
Q: Who's your favorite celebrity crush?
A: Rico Yan and Sam Milby

Q: When is the last wedding you attended?
A: my kinakapatid: Christine Ong
Q: Do you consider yourself to be materialistic?
A: NOPE

Q: Describe how you're feeling now?
A: inlove...contented but worried
Q:What is the last thing/person you spent money on?
A: my Dad...My family!

Q: Whats the last piece of clothing you borrowed from someone?
A: Red blouse I wore last Saturday it's from Ache Sana

Q:What website(s) do you visit the most during the day?
A: Friendster...

Q:Do you have an air freshener in your car?
A: Wala...Hilo hilo ako...
Q:Do you have plants in your room?
A: yap...Fortune Plant that Joseph Gave me Last December...
Q:Does anything hurt on your body right now?
A: my mind...info overload na...

Q: What city was your last taxi cab ride in?
A: Pasay...kahapon pauwi with lek lek

Q: Do you own a picture phone?
A: Yap!

Q: Recent time you were really upset?
A: Every Tuesday...Every Tecdra!

mAh SuPeR DuPeR FaVoRiTe SoNg...

Another day passes by, I'm dreaming of you
And though I know it might be just a dream, dreams come true
Somewhere, somehow I'll find you even though it takes all of my life (all of my life, oh)
And when I finally do (and when I finally do)
I know inside my heart (I know inside my heart)That there could be no doubt, I knew it from the start

Chorus:
(you are the one)You are the one
that I've been searching for my whole life through
(you are the one)You are the one
that I've been looking for and now that I have found you
I'll never let you go, I'll hold you in my arms
'cause you are the one

Another night spent alone and I'm lying in the dark (lying in the dark)
I don't know your name
but I know there's a voice sings to my heart (voice sings to my heart)
A sweet melody, a symphony of loveI know that come one day (I know that come one day)
A time for you and me (a time for you and me)
To finally be together,
'cause I know we're meant to be
Chorus
Forever is meaningless word even though you're here with me
Here by my side, here in my heart
Instrumental
I'll never let you go, I'll hold you in my arms
Chorus (2x)

3.26.2006

mY tHaNk yOu DaY...

My AnGeLs...

TeStEd FriEnDsHip <---tHrOugH ThE YeaRs!






OuR 7th MoNtHsaRy @ IcE BeRg

I HAVE WONDERFUL FAMILY, FRIENDS, BOYFRIEND

&

GOD....


ThiNgS ThAt I ShOuld Be ThAnKfuL:

  • D na me mashdong stress sa studies ko...Maaus naman ung Report namin Last Fri...I have completed my Idea For my Macquette and I bought everything na...And Now I'm preparing for my another report pero kaya yan! COnfident na ako ngaun coz Ginaganahan na ako
  • It's Papa's 6oth bday...He celebrated it yesterday inuman and everything then my another celebration xa sa tuesday...My only prob is 9pm dismissal ko sa tuesday tsk tsk...Well I'm thankful because nakita ko na soooper happy c papa...I really appreciated the care and love na binibgy ng mga frends nia saknya
  • Talked to Daddy Dante yesterday...Mon is Ok!
  • Bati na kmi ni Kat and I'm very happy that Our friendship is still strong...
  • I'm soo happy for Lek and Rey...I know that Love really moves in Mysterious ways
  • Happy yesterday coz while preparing for papa's bday...naging bonded ung family namin...Sooper bihira un noh!
  • Nakapgexercise ako yesterday 4x ako pabalik balik sa hp...Lakad!to the max!
  • I wore my Favorite blouse yesterday!
  • Nakipagbond ako ulit kay hao....after madaming absent nia sa lakwatsa...
  • Back to normal na lahat Lakwatsa ulit to the max...we went to harbor square yesterday pictorial to the max
  • La me mashdong work and productions kaya I really have tym for myself
  • Orientor uli me...
  • It's Our 7th monthsary na...He gave me Cookies super like KO!Happy na going strong parin!
  • It's hao b-day! He spent his 12am uli with me hahah! last yr dring the camp then kagabi haha
  • I'm Back to church knina...

Well these thing na super saya for me maybe means nothing to other people there are still things na d maganda na nngyyre sakin right now like

  • Ache is not here...
  • I still dont know kung panu ako makikisama sa mga relatives ko sa father side ko
  • I still feel the sadness of aya Raven

Pero kht anu pa un I'm starting to know the meaning of contentment...

Today during the worship I heard the best sermon ever...Its about "Jesus is the life"

In ur 10-20 yrs u have ur TIME, ENERGY but u dont have MONEY...

In ur 30-50 yrs. u have ur MONEY, ENERGY but u don't have TIME...

In ur 60 and up yrs. u have ur MONEY, TIME but u don't have ENERGY...

Kaya...

I just realized that In our life here on Earth wala....wala contentment....But as long u believe that God's Love for you is enough and as long na nag look forward ka dat someday makaksama m xa and U will find ur contentment sa eternal life na promise nia...then atleast u can find ur contentment somehow...

Btw...

Kanina din tinwag ung mga graduates ng Gideon Academy...Den they sang their graduation song....La lng I just realized that sooper bilis tumakbo ng time...and I'm no longer a child...then sobra na ang improve ng Gideon...God really help them...I hope na ganun din ang Chung Hua

Well...

I'm very grateful that D ko man makuha lahat ng gusto ko...My life is sooo simple yet walang gulo, I'm with my family, I feel God and I'm Happy sobrang sbrang thank you na un...well I hope that Pipol who read my blog sana kaht papano...this simple secret in life makainspire sa inyo...

3.23.2006

nO tiMe fOr EvErYtHing nA...



My Award and My New Hairstyle

Gosh...ang tagal ko d nakapag update...Sobrang Bc as in bc tlga...I have no tym for everything na sobrang lunod na ako sa "ART ART ART"...well masaya naman at thimik ang buhay ko...

YIHEEE successful naman ang play naming "THERE WILL BE NO SHOW" best play kmi and Guess wat hahaha BEST ACTRESS ako!kakagulat noh! Kht ako d ko expected d nga ako pumnta ng awards night...But of course plastic ako kpg cnbi kong d ako ntuwa... I really treat it as a sign from God ehem it's a sign of hope from God kc sobrang depress ako these past few weeks sa studies ko may absent na ko sby ang dami pang late sabay d ko magawa ng maaus ung plates ko...Soo down nga ako nung tuesday nung ayaw maniwala ni Ms. Ervite na ako gumawa ng plates ko wooosh ang skit non sbra...Sbra akong na under estimate but la na cguro lalakas pa sa power ng prayers nung pinaulit nia sakn un sa harap nia buti nagwa ko...Hay I'm afraid na mababa ang makuha ko sknya...Grade concious ako wahaha of course I'm doing all of these for my parents...

Last week sinurprise namin c aldrich sa b-day...so happy na tuwa naman xa...well I think I really found the best brkda can't ask for more na...Kaya lng ngkatmpuhan kmi ni Kat Well i know naman d mccra ang frendship nmn ng ganun nalng...but we nid to have space tlga...Last week din un ung ist week na d kmi umalis ng brkda hahah...sbrang lungkot tlga lahat kmi bc sa studies miss ko na cla...Nadepress nga ako kc nmn d ako snay na d ko ksama c jo tuwing weekends...But happee din coz nakapagchurch ako... but dnmn me nakapunta sa bday ni JASON HUHU soweee...

My Biggest problem:

  • MACQUETTE bohemian pa theme ko but gusto ko tlgang maging maganda un kaya kht d na ko matulog ok lng....

ANg dami dami kong namimisss.....i hope na matapos na ang term gusto ko na maglakwatsa...
  • Namimiss ko na aya Raven ko....namatay amah nia la tuloy ako ksama sa skul aya I hope na maging strong ka pa...Kaya m yan...Ur olweiz b my papa putoy!
  • Namimiss ko na ang napakasipag kong Joseph...na super din magpagod ngaun
  • Namimiss Ko cna cesar and esp c Cabz...
PLan sa summer?
  • Camp april 11-15 kuhala bay Rizal...
  • planning to go to Japan with my family...
  • Mag center for pop or mag summer job...
  • ORIENTOR uli ako....
Wat else...Advance happy B-day haoson...
It's 2am buti la me pasok tom...Well Guys just want to say thank you sa prayers ninyo...SEe BIg help Tlga!

3.17.2006

ExPeCt d UnExPeCtEd...

3.07.2006

TuEsDay AgaiN

I'm here again sa I-nook...7:30 ako ngcing...Hay lack of sleep na naman...Knina dumaan ako sa tecdra class ko I really felt bad coz ms. Ervite was so disappointed sa mga plates ko...I don't know nawalan na tlga ako ng gana...I know that I've done my part pero hanggng dito lng ako...Blue form ko na ung subject na un...kht na la naman akong gngwa ngaun I don't want to stress myself anymore...Ayoko na ma disappoint...but I'm so afraid na bumagsk ako...I promised myself na gagawin ko lht para macomplete ko ung pggng dean lister ko...but now Hopeless case na ako...How can I perform mamaya if masama ang loob ko...Well God help me!

I need to do my best mamayang 7pm coz manunuod cla mama and my hul brkda...I'm sooo bored and d tlga ako mapakali...Imagine sabi ni ms. I need to pass those plates sa thursday..patay na tlga ako mabuti nga pinayagan nia ko maexcuse sa class kung d bka maiyak ako sa classroom lam nio naman ako sbra kung mag sour graping...smile smile pero I texted aya raven and told him na malungkot ako hay...God bless nalng sakin...Can't wait to end this term...maybe this is really not my world...I'll try to attend my pdes2 class...watta stressful week...Dagdag pa ung report....yehey d ko makkta c pizzaro today...Katxt ko c mc henry...I really miss them tgal ko na d kita jacsm....hay...I hope sa camp makasama ko din cla...well gotta go...


Guys please Pray for me sa play and sa tecdra....It will be a big big help....thanks!

3.06.2006

ThErE wiLL b No ShOw...

Halooo...It's monday...Hay I think this will be a stressful week...Report sa pdesin3 den tecdra isometric drawing na patay sabay may hisart pa...God bless sakin...hassle pa coz like today excuse ako sa class hanggng tomorrow bcoz of There will be no show...but still its hard to catch up...D ko pa nga nagagwa ung tecdra ko imagine d tlga ako nag-aral buong weekend...sat pnta me kayla lek tambay with rey, ron and hao...chibog to d max...Den nung sunday ngturo ako sa shobe ko for her exam den wtch tv d hul day hanggng bglang pnta c joseph sa haus ko...den burn ko xa ng mga fav songs nia...after dat watch uli ako tv...hay I really dont want to stress myself anymore para kcng nasa hopeless case na ako sa tecdra repeat na ako ng midterm...wat can I do para pmasa ako sa finals e lalong mahirap db?I really dont see myself na mggng successful sa pgging prod designer...I promise myself na if d ako pmasa ng tecdra...I will really pursue kung anu tlga ung gusto ko...Gusto ko tlga maging broadcaster...Hay...Come wat may nalang...den ngaun napa aga pasok ko coz may rehearsal ako...la pa akong boses grabe lagi nlng akong paos kapag may show atlast mama stage narin ung show namin kaht ilang beses nang nacancel hahaha...

Ei guys...

Please watch "THERE WILL BE NO SHOW" tomorrow march 7, 2006 at the Augusto- Rosario theater it is a collection of plays about artists...It is an official entry to d Crossroad festival '06 kaya pls support us...Biyuda role ko dun... 1pm and 7pm ang tym ng show den 150 pesos sa outsiders and 130 pesos sa benildeans and lasallians libre bata....pls txt me for more info nlng 09193956423...

and

Sama kau sa camp ng church namin (united Evangelical church of pasay) sa april 11-15 2006 super ganda pa ng place kuhala bay....1600 ang bayad pero worth it naman...txt me nlng din oki....


bye!