AfraiD...

Me as a student again...hay so tiring...

It's so sad that 1st week plang ng class e parang finals na...nakakastress sobra...Imagine na camp and ung tagaytay lng ung outing ko...d man lng ako nakapagbeach...The whole may i had lots of activities: Kid's camp, cpmp, df, Fop hay wala akong pahinga...
At first i tot that this term will be exciting coz hands-on na pero...super galing ng mga prof yet sobrang pahirap...

• Costume: Eric Pineda(Costume Designer of Majika)
• Scene Design: Mio Infante (Top Production Designer of the Philippines)
• Rendering: Malou Santos
• Light Design: Jay Aranda(Also a Famous Lighting Designer)
• Perspective Drawing (Ms. Ervite)...Takot ako!
• Film Design : Dean Gerry Torres

Hinde na ako excited takot na ako...I think I need to give up my other commitments kc d ko na tlga kaya...First week palang Mr. Infante asked us to make 4 production book...I remember when I first asked to do a Production book it takes me 3 weeks to finish it...
tpos 4 production book in a week grabe nakakbaliw...

Sabay marami pang sagabal sa pag-aaral ko...

• Wala na c Yaya...I need to do some chores sa bahay
• I need to Go home 9pm coz of my evening classes alone...it takes 20 minutes para umalis ung orange na jeep... kaya lalo akong ginagabi
• Every thurs. I have 5 hrs break...I dont want to go home sayang pera...Nawaste lng un tym mdyo gipit kc...
• Printer! I dont have Printer! Cra Cra!
• Most of all, walang pakialam parents ko...I'm asking all of this lng naman parang mas convenient pag-aaral ko pero la lang...

At last nung sat night...nataps ko din ung prod buk...after a non-stop reading and analyzing e natapso din...para akong nabunutan ng tinik

Sun...D na naman ako nakachurch coz its my aya ton's engagement party...Of course chinese Tradition!..Sooo happy kc filing ko...un lng uli ako nakalabs kc dahil sa prod buk bahay skul lng me...without phone and anything...I'm glad coz dumating ung some relatives ko from Davao...In fairness mabilis ko cla naging close I tot na mahihiya ako coz bata pa tlga ako wen I last saw them...especially my Achi Jackie..I always admired her looks and everything..mamaya nga after my class we will went to rp with les and ron...papakilala ko xa haha!

Tom...my laptop is coming...I'm not sure pero un ung sabi...Bait tlga ni God...when I feel na la na tlga ako magagawa he still give me d best...I really thank him na binigyan nia ako ng mga friends...na super ok tlga...they really shown me care and everything na sometimes d ko nakikita sa family ko

Rey & Ron: Cla ang nagprint ng project ko WALANG KPALIT! ang bait db?They always call me this week para lng kamustahin ako...Proxy muna cla kay jo haha!

My bestfriend Alexis: Kaht wala xang pasok punta pa tlga xa sa csb para lng tulungan ako sa mga projects ko...Hay Thank you is not enough tlga...Kapag pagod na ako hahatid pa nia ako...Den esp...mag date kmi sa aming favorite na Pizza Hut...Thnks

Aldrich: Non-Stop ang pagpapasmile sakin...

Kat & Haoson....: Pangungulit haha! Nakaktanggal stress!

Eventhough wla c jo...D naman ako mashadong nalungkot but of course I miss him...besides uwe na xa bukas...hehe!

Yesterday we (Ron, Rey, Lek and me) also went to Mall of Asia Grabe nahilo ako! Ang laki...sarap din ng kinain namin...

And today... I need to defend my snow white costume thingy...God bless sakin!

I'd Rather Be Green Than Be Blue (The La Sallista Song)

Kamusta na mga 'tol, kapwa kong LaSallista Year 2000 na,

di ka rin nag-iba Magaling gumalaw, bolero nga naman

Nguni't bilib ako sa layo nang iyong narating.

Di gaya nang iba, satsat lang nang satsat

Pagdating sa basketbol wala namang binatbat

Dribble nang dribble di naman maka-shoot

Sa strike lang ni Paeng buhok nila'y kukuloooot

Chorus:

If I were to live my whole life again,

I'd still want to be a LaSallista pa rin Bayaran mana ako,

I will still say to you

I'd rather be green than be blue

Mahirap daw magmahal nang syota nang iba

Yan ang sabi sa awitin nang tatlong matanda Megastar, boldstar, star for all seasons

LaSallista lang pala ang hinahanap nila

Kawawa naman ang mga iba diyan

Nagtutulong-tulungan, di naman yumayaman Manager, chairman, presidente daw sila

Nguni't LaSallista ang mayari nang kumpanya

(Chorus)

Wag mo 'kong subukan, that's what Erap said

Di naman siya uurungan ni Ms. Gorayeb

Mga loyalista, daldal nang daldal

Wag kang magtataka kung bakit - binaril si Rizal!

Ano, binaril? Bakit? Eh Atenista eh...

Mestiso man o hindi, pandak man o kirat Pagdating sa entertainment,

LaSallista ang lahat Beauty queen, model, napapalingon

Nguni't LaSallista lang pala ang hinahanap nila

Si Gary, si Randy, at si mega-Mel

Ilan lang sa madaming LaSallistang sikat

Si Michael De Mesa, si Cocoy Laurel Pati na si Ogie at si Juan Miguel

Frosh orientation '06 is finished...

My 3 days as an orientor isn't easy...

Like last year everything isn't that smooth...

First day(SDA): I handled the fashion design students medyo ok lng but konti lng sila... they are all girl plus 2 gays... I really have a hard time dealing with girls I really find them snob eh...specially gays...but they are ok...My partner christopher was ok but sobrang daldal he loves lecturing to the point we have small time left for games...This yr. Fashion design students are all beautiful they are like model kaka elibs... After that I went to katrina's house coz alexis is back may get together kami...She gave me shades i love it!

Second day(SMIT): My favorite day because Kuya ezer was my partner were both energetic and very makulit....Soo hapy because madaming student and they are all nice...Maraming cute and they are not kj....but the bad thing is pina stay sila sa arw sa plaza v. i really pitied them after that I went to alexis house...she gave me blouse and perfume...I really love my bestfriend!...I got home around 9pm with joseph....He will go to hongkong sa monday...8 days siya dun that is why I want to be with him until sunday...

Third day(HRIM): We have 900 student during this day that's is why one man show ako...It's really hard for me kc ang dami nila then mag-isa lng ako... puyat pa me kaya my energy isn't that high...naorient ko si nico and sarah one of my friend during highschool in leslie's batch I'm happy for that coz they helped me...but there were 3 students from Ica Cr cla ng cr for almost ilang minutes when i pick them up i find them chatting..nabadtrip tlga ako coz...d ko mahati ung katawan then they are not helping me pa and they are some students na sbrang bibo to the point na bastos na ang dating....after that I asked for a dummy but luckily...one of the block of the transferees was dissolved kaya nasamhan ako ni ate Karl... but then d parin namin kaya coz the girls want to go home na....hay.. Thank God that after our tour maybe they find me nice narin...naging love na namin ung isa't isa i even dance infront of them hahah! After the orientation Sir gil talked to me he asked me to be his astant stage manager to his foreign ek ek ba yun we have meetin today...Ms. alfon recommended me well i hope na kayanin ko...

After that Jo, rey and ron visited me at my house...Umalis na yaya ko that's why i need to help my mama...

LoNg StOry...

Kid's day camp last week sobrang busy sobrang stressful haha nangayayat nga ako eh wahaha but then sobrang sarap ng feeling may sense of fulfillment and sense of joy tlga ako sa heart ko...

Ist day: Eventhough i really feel bad about my life lately...I really tried na kalimutan lht un and it really disappeared..I'm soo happy seeing children na kht naninibago pa cla e makikita m sa face nila ung excitement...Early in the morning nagkron kmi ng singspiration well d pa sanay ung mga bata kaya mdyo d naging maaus ung singspi... after dat we had our game napunta sa grup ko ung most of my pamangkin I'm so happy kc...db d nila ako kilala but then bcoz of the camp nakilala nila ako...after dat pnta na kmi sa room with my group (adrian, bea, brnadette and aldrich) handle namin ung Gr. 4-6 ...of course super hirap i-handle kc mahirap na utuin heheh...soo isip me mga games hahah of course galing sa orientation ung mga gnwa ko..well it's nice kc mabilis ko nakipalagayan ung loob ng mga bata...It's soo nice to hear them calling u atchi or teacher...after dat eat and then pnta na sa origami class...sobrang pagod...pagkauwe ko 2log ako agad the suddenly Jo came...mdyo msma loob ko saknya but then thank God na naaus din...

2nd Day: 6 am parin me gcng hehe...c arianne na ung sumama sakins so nasama xa sa grup namin... I met this liitle cute korean girl her name is eu-jin she really melt my heart...sobrang love ko na xa agad...everytym na la me gagawin I make sure naksama ko xa sbrang tuwa tlga me sknya...mdyo ok na ung 2nd day...nagcounselling ako with the daughter of coach dogie sobrang saya coz it's my first tym...God really blessed me kc evn if feeling ko d enough ung mga sinbi ko my counselees appreciated what I've done...and sobrang saya...coz i feel na nashare ko din sakanila ung joy na...may God ako sa buhay ko...whom I run to tlga...after that Joseph pick me up...Guess wat eventough sbrang pagod na ako d parin me break down...d nga daw ako hagard eh! iba tlga pag u love what ur doing and God really give me strenght and patience tlga para sa mga kids...

3rd day: sobrang ok na day to coz ako nag lesson...It's nice to see na naiintindhan ng mga bata ung mga cnsabi ko after that we had an activity about trust...sobrang effective...kaya astig tlga...after that counseling with ann...she had a problem na sobrang d kinaya ng powers ko...sobrang natouch and naiyak ako...I appreciated everything na meron ako...nakakencourage xa sbra... God really make a way for me to show his love for her...kaya ok naman after dat...same routine origami class and etc...After that we had a group sharing i saw tlaga na God really work during the camp...sbrang daming circumstances na gumawa tlga xa ng way para mging maaus after da camp punta me with ayan sa hp to buy simple token for the children I only bought 100 pesos pero nakarun parin me ng way para makabili hehhe astig noh ...after dat we went to bluwave with my brkda... katrina had a big problem and as a friend I know that she really need someone we ate sa mc do... tlk about her problem and thank God na naaus naman...at the same time I'm trying to make up for jo...I realized my faults...and I'm willing to change for our relationship...

Last day: Sad day... I thought na d ko matatpos ung mga letters for our students...but again thank God at nataps ko...I'm soo happy evrytym taht My student hug me and tell me thank you achi srap ng feeling some of them gave me letters, chocolate, pin, bag and accessories...sobrang nakaktouch...after dat my parang amazing race game kami 2nd placer kmi astig mga pamangkin ko ang gagaling mana sakin wahaha... and then un last day na bye bye tym na pero Nothing can replace the happiness that I felt during those time...up to now.. God is really a wonderful God I really want to serve him kc dun ko lng nakikita ung happiness na hinahanap ko the best tlga...den nung gabi again punta uli jo sa haus ko...happeee happeee

Saturday: stay lng the hul day sa haus den aldrich, kat and jo went to my haus chikhan after dat hul day me sa comp just a simple and peaceful day...

Sunday: went to church and sent ayan sa sunday skul...Mother's day heheh after church ayan and I went to Hp. to buy gift sa mga mommy namin kakatuwa! coz hapee hapee...but pagdating nga hapon as usual..no family day...but I'm still hoping na mgiging ok din ung family ko...I went to hp...nagshopping ako alone and massage I love me day haha!

Today: nagabsent ako sa Fop Training antok me eh I need to store energy para sa orientation...excited na ako...stay lang haus then mga 6pm sundo me jo and we went to kat's haus saya! lkas trip we ate ihaw ihaw hehe...saya at kaht papano...we have bonding tym na maaus uli... Were waiting for lek lek...

well un lng... magiging bc uli for the orientation...update nalang me pagtapos God bless you all!

OpEniNg mY wOrLd...

Life isn't easy especially kapag tumatanda ka na...There are things na...You need to give importance eventhough ayw mo...Before I always treat the small problems as big deal like lovelife, studies and friendship...While Family problems for me isn't that important...now that mdyo matured na ako...Things suddenly changed...

I'm not used to these problems...It's hard

• Especially kapag la ka magawa...
• Especially kapag lagi mong iniisip na maaus lahat but then hinde pala...
• Especially kapag d ka sanay sa ganun...hay...That's life!That's my life...
• I just want thank God for giving me strenght...for being my parent...w/o my hope sknya ewan ko na....
• I just want thank everyone for showing me their care...
• I just want to thank Jo for all the love he gave me...He's the only person who can make me smile...sa mga tyms na to! I hope I can be strong like him...

I need to be strong and wise...God please help me!

SuRvEy...For BoReD....

*your family calls you*- Shobsss...

*your friends calls you* -Shirleng singkit, Shirl, She sa highschool friends collge "sherlotz"

*the person/s you love most*- My Parents, My Sister, My Yaya, Ache Sana n Leslie, My Pamangkin...esp. Ayan n Sofia, Joseph, Cabz, Lek, Cesar and my whole barkada...

*last thing you did before this*- Watch teleserye hahah...

*last thing that made you cry*- Ms. Ervite...Tecdra....

*last thing that made you smile:*- Joseph's Comment on myspace

*the person(s) you trust:*- Cabz, Justine, Lek and Kat

*the last book you read:*- Checklist for Life and Bible

*what color shirt are you wearing now:*- Orange polka dots haha!

*favorite place*- Bluwave, Rp, Hp, Church, Kabarkada's House

*you prefer to have long or short hair:*- Long Hair

*favorite colour:*- PINK, black and White

*describe what you are feeling now:*- Wala...wala ako nafefeel!

*last person who wrote testimonial for you*- Panda!

*what time did you go to bed last night.*- around 1am

*the person u need now:*- No one....

*does someone like you or admire u now:*- Humble ako wala...haha joke Don't know!

*choose: angel or baby:*- Angel na!

*last person who called you:*- Reynaldo

*black, blue or white:*- Black

*computer or mobile:*- Mobile

*what will you be doing tomorrow morning*- sleep

*what will you be doing tomorrow afternoon:*- Training Frosh orientation!