To ThE WoRLd's GrEaTesT Mom

Tomorrow is my mom's birthday...

Mama,

I'm so thankful for having you in my life....i know that I'm not an ideal daughter...madami kang reklamo paminsan...but I just want to say that kaht pasaway ako....I really love you to death....

I wish that you'll be happy tomorrow....You know that I will do everything for you....as in everything

I wish that you'll have a long long long long 100000000000000000000000000000000x life....because I can live in total loneliness but i can't live without you and papa....

thank you for the love, care, Trust and freedom.....

Yun Lang....

I love you supeeeeeeeeer dupeeeeeeeeeeeer much!

God bless you.....mwah happy betday

-Shirley

hmmm add lang I just want to greet beeetch "Happy 11th monthsary"

Life is good when I'm with you....

To LiVe is To LeArN

The past weeks of my life....was a total "sabog days"... I was so selfish....Defending myself eventhough i dont know how....

Madami akong narealized....na learned...

I learned to forgive and to love myself....

I need to be wise and to be "TRUE"

I should be proud of myself....because God created me with his wonderful hands

I'm so guilty in doubting my ownself....

Babawi ako....

I should always be the "happy and Kikay shirley"

To those people who miss the old me don't worry I found myself again.....

Time is all i need...

Yun lang...

so happy na walang mio infante today....

This week I expect to be happpy happpy

dami happenings excited ako.....

July 25- Our 11 Monthsary

July 26- My mom's 55th birthday

July 28- Awarding ek ek...for my DL thingy

July 30- Mag ninang me....

All i can say is that God is soooo Good... He gave me burden but he also gave me shoulders....

and it's enough

He taught me...

• na magtiis he made realized that if you really love a person u should know how to accept him through good times and Bad times....
• My fantasy world and my Mr. Perfect doesn't exist
• It's better na masktan kaysa manakit
• I should be more mature in every aspect of my life
• wag maging super sensitive
• Guys are different from girls....They have hard hearts
• Wag uminom ng expectorant...
• to love others as much as i love myself
• True love= True self...
• Mahal na mahal ko tlga xa....

I HaTe MySeLf!

1. what do you do when you're mad?
keep quiet....think think and then cry....pray....shout...ang weird ng feeling!

2. what's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?
away tlga....sapakan....

3. ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
yep....

4. ever physically hurt someone when you were mad?
yep....

5. do you curse when you're mad?
i'm afraid to curse maybe biro biro....pero i don't min it....im not that bad....

Crying Section*
1. last time you cried your heart out ?
Last night

2. ever cried yourself to sleep?
of course that's the only time to burst my feelings

3. ever cried on your friend's shoulder?
yap so many times

4. do you cry when you get an injury?
no....I usually shout....

5. do certain songs make you cry?
yep i'm too emotional...

Pain Section*.
1. what's the worst thing you've done to somebody else?
everything is worst...when im mad....walang sinasanto!

2. how depressed can you get?
i don't know but i can do everything when it's about my own happiness

*Happy Section*
1. how much do u smile?
hmmmp minsan minsan moody tlga me...

2. what can make you happy?
God and myself....i think....actually i don't know...

3.do you wish you were happier?
of course....i wish that I can be strong like before....so that i can be happier

4. what about being with your friends,does that make u happy?
yes it makes me happy but it's temporary it's like putting mask...infront of them....unlike when your alone....your free

Hate Section*
1. have you ever hated any one that broke your heart?
hmmm nope i'd rather hate myself

2. do you hate Bush?
I'm mad wanna die! Sabog na tanung!

Self-Esteem Section*
1. is your self-esteem extremely low?
yep very low

2. do you believe in yourself?
dati.....but i still want to believe....i dont have any choice...

3. what do you say when people say they think you are good looking/pretty?
smile lng!....pero sa mind sinungaling!

4. are you one of those idiots that thinkthey are ugly,dumb, and fat?
yahhhhhhhhhhhhhh..........

5. ever wanted to kill yourself cuz you thought you weren't good enough?
d naman...pinapagod ko lng hanggng ma lowbatt

6. are you happy with who you are?
noon...pero now nope beeetch tlga ako!

sabog!

Sabog na lahat....Sabog! Sabog! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

ayw ko na!

MaH sUpErMaN...

Hmmm ayw matanggal ng face ni superman sa icp ko argh!hhehe well it's my first time to watch superman..natuwa tlga ako...i'm starting to beaddict sa mga english movies...I was forced to love those movies....hahah

Well Last week ntpos ko ung macquette hay Nonstop na gawa up to 4am sabi nga ni jo muka na akong bombay! grrrr....Hehhhe...

Last sun ako nanuod ng superman sa moa...we planned to watch sa imax pero d kinaya ng oras...so sa regular cinma nalang ang cool coz bonding kmi ni jo and sis ko...it was one of the best lakwatsa and unforgettable pa....Grabe ang gwapo ni superman dream guy tlga!

Den nung monday super shopping galore sa divi...coz dun kc kmi nag class astig db hahah....

den yesterday pasahan ng macquette well para akong natagalan ng tinik....

Den knina i took my lightdes exm i got 86%

Hmmm....I dropped my perdraw class na....well i realized that d ko kailangan magpaka superman kng health ko ung naaffect...

cge na...just want to relax and have fun!