Grown up on the Inside...

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8.21.2006

AfRaiD....

sa laht ng nngyayare and sa lahat ng nararamdaman ko

I know that there is always advantages and disadvantages....

I think I'm starting to b ok

I'm starting to endure all the pains na nararamdaman ko....I'm trying to smile again and i think somehow i've realized my worth....coz lagi ko nga cnasabi sa sarili ko na I can't control everything....wala akong mggwa...I just need to hold on sa SARILI ko at kay God....

I entitled my blog "afraid" because un na ang nararamdaman ko sa lahat i think im afraid of life

i'm afraid to trust and to love

i'm afraid to give importance to all the people around me because i've proved that they are all not worthy NO EXCEMPTION! i'M not telling this because im sad or what but im telling this because un ung narealized ko sa life ko sometimes u nid tp be wise I'm so tired of being the "sablay"

I'm afraid to depend my happiness sa kht na sino....U cant trust anyone trust me....

Ur only friend, family and angel is urself and God...

I'm glad at i've known God because if d dhil sknya wla na akong strenght right now even sa mga tao akala kong mhal ako they all leave me

well....still no man is an island just need to be wise....

knina i went to sir pineda...at least one down na....tom exhibit na for mio atleast tapos na ako im just not so confident sa gawa ko...

I'm afraid tom coz I know na may mangyyare well sana mali ako....well sumablay ako eh i should face the consequences


to end my entry.....i just want to tell myself "Life must go on" i'm obligated eh!

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