Grown up on the Inside...

uR mY fRieNd bUt GoD iS mY BeSt fRiEnD... I cAn cRy tO yOu bUt GoD cAn dRy mY tEaRs... YoU loVe mE bUt GoD loVeS mE deEpeR... YoU cAn hoLd mY hAnDs bUt GoD cAn cArRy mE bEtTeR...

1.25.2007

The incoming crossroad festival

Hay...i thought this will be an easy term...more lakwatsa....more time for myself....but...I was given a tough job...mag didirect kmi ni jed ng play....well this is our first time stressful coz nangangapa pa...but excited ako...

IN three years art and Productions becomes my life....sometimes i feel na nakaksawa na...but then i still find myself na sali parin ng sali...

But i thank God for giving me strenght, determination and wisdom...

Jed and I are always together and i hope that in this production mas tumibay pa ung samahan natin...it's cool coz nakikipag work kmi sa mga bagong kakilala we gain new friends...it's a nice feeling to be given this kind of job....

at first im just applying to be a set desgnr tpos bglang ganito nakakashock pero masya....

hmm we started our first rehearsal yesterday mdyo windang pa kmi pero ok naman...

excited na din me sa pictorial sa sat....heheheh...today up to tom mdyo blik muna me sa old routine ko

atleast makakbalik me ng student center i miss my students na....

Ill be passing my design kay hannah for kantata on fri...i have ideas na pero...baka mahirapan akong iconstruct ahhh hirap mging prod designer kapag babae ka....huhu...

well guys hope you can watch our play "THE POLITICS OF LIFE" the musical...

on feb. 22, 2007 1 and 6pm at the csb theater....

pls support us thank you! God bless!

1.23.2007

Evaluation

la lng I just want to ask myself if I'm still living in my past?....hehhehe Napansin ko kcng panay work nalang binabnggit ko sa blog ko....I just want to share some of my thoughts

kanina I've talked to a friend na sobrang sabog coz broken hearted xa... My heart really melt when i heard his story...Same scenario sa nangyre sakin....I heard him say those phrases na sinabi ko noon....like "we've been best of friends for almost six years" etc.... dun ko lng ulit naisip ung nngyre sakin....i really felt the pain na nararamdaman nia...it really makes me sad...well ang nasabi ko nalang was "Ganyan talaga ang buhay" eventhough in my heart i know that it is not easy but everything will be easy kung gusto mo padaliin ang certain na bagay...

I tried to evaluate myself after dat and ni recall ko lahat ng mga advises ng mga friends ko and etc....One thing na narealized ko na totoo...it is not true that time would heal the wound....the wound will be healed kung kelan mo gusto hilumin un....

if only i can see my future....di na cguro ako nasaktan nung iniwan nia ako...

sayang ung mga tears heheh....

noong reklamo ako ng reklamo kung bkt nngyre un....pero ryt now i thank God na nngyre un coz my life is so wonderful ryt now...

mas naging matured and mas naging responsible na ako....i think God just prepared me kaya nia ako pinadaan sa trials na un...

well, i hope na mainspired ka kht papano....mdyo sabog lng thoughts ko hehhe

We need to be strong....six or eight years doesnt matter....memories nalang ung...part of ur past....mas madaming pang eight and six years na dadating....try to build it na wala xa....

i can say that im ready to love again I'm just waiting for my prince.....a true prince!

1.15.2007

hi.......

Guys....new sun no ko....09227559526

eniweiz im still using my smart no.

un lng

atch jackie congrts RN ka na!

hheehheheh!

still waiting for my next class....

thinking kung anu ggwin ko sa crossroad...
suggestion naman oh....anu mas ok mag set designer, costume designer or actress?

gotta go!

1.14.2007

Enough to make me happy...

FROM MY STUDENT CENTER STUDENTS
-1/12/06....

1.13.2007

new year...new shirley...


wow! i miss my blog so much and ang dami naring namiss na happenings ng blog ko...actually I've been blogging for almost a week pero may sira ung server huhu...eniweiz just want to greet everybody a super duper belated Meri xmas and happy new year...
o well My chrstmas hehheh very simple....very worthy....this is the only year na i've spent my christmas fully with my family...ahhhh hehheh with likilam din pla hahah....well nung 24 guess wat hahah magksama kmi ni James...sinamahan nia ako sa rp to buy gifts ngcram kc me eh....hahah...well it's so cool to spent time with him again...I miss his sweetness...welll nothing changed naman as in super sweet pa din xa....I've bought a new phone hahaha gift ko sa sarili ko....hahha ist tym ko mag isip ng gift for myself maybe eto kc ung christmas na nagtipid ako...
Nung dec 23...nag out reach kami for the street children with my church mates hahahah super worth it ang christmas ku....wat else studies? d ako nging DL but im very satisfied with what we accomplished within the term we produced 2 films....and super kakaiba ung experience...
I pray that makapasok xa sa cinemalaya....
Nung dec 26-29 I went to davao with papa, les, aya chard, sako and uncle robert....cool ist tym kong sumama sa knila watta experience masya coz....atlast napapalapit na ako sa relatives ko sa father side hahah....well masya ung davao trip...ang sarap dun....ang srap makasama ung mga relatives ko dun haha miss ko na nga cla eh....hahah dami ko din natutunan na bisaya words...astig!
hmmmp....
Start na ng 3rd term...cant believe na magthesis na ako and ojt....atlast pay off narin mga efforts ko...ahhaha....
I can say that im so happy right now....Last monday i had my testimony sobrang srp ng feeling na may mga taong nainspired sa life ko...as i recalled wht i said....i've realized that God really moves in mysterious ways....last 3 months ago panay pain ang nararamdaman ko but now im contented and strong...a girl that once lost..is now full of hope...
I dont need anybody to be happy...i just need God serving him makes me complete....
hahahah i got my starbucks planner last wed....hahha....mdyo naadik ako dun ive done some desperate move to get it hahahha....and I finished it within 6 days hahahah biruin mo everyday sa starbucks hahaha....but worth it naman
i can say na adik ako hahahah adik sa starbucks and some koreanovela....Princess Hours....and others....hahah Na fallinlove tlga ako sa stories hahahha....
wat else....
ala akong class every thurs and fri...but it's good coz nakkaconcentrate ako sa student center...
hmmm wat else atch is back last month pa...soooo happy coz right now were so close....ang dmi naming bonding times and maybe that is one of the biggest reason y im happy...lagi kc kming ngaaway noon but now kakampi ko na xa sa lahat ng bagay...
at the same time lagi kmi mgksama ni leslie....blood is really thicker thn water!
new year..........new shirley........better me.....
favorite line from my testimony:
"I'm no longer a princess...but I'm a slave of a wonderful and loving king"
-shirley 1/8/07