5+10=14

Congratulations! Guys I will miss u ol....Till the next production....Dulaang Filipino Rockz!

To Jed: Thanks for being my best bud in Csb.... D na ko sny na d kita kasama hahah Miss na kita....Thanks for everything....Shawarma Rice forever haha!Un Un e!

To Barbie: Thanks for being good to me hahah....Remember those tyms na pingbbgyan m ako...I'm so lucky na ikw ang ka alternate ko....Continue to be a good actress...hope na mging close pa tau...

To Nicole: thanks sa compli and pag tis ng hair ko grrr hahaha...Thanks sa mga tulong mo samin...

To Rox: Sawa na ko sayo haha jke Just wnt to say I loveu rox! Just want u to b happy

To jio: Magpagaling ka tigilan na ang pakabahin kami ayt...thanks for being a gud friend

To Dale: I will miss u...Thanks for everything...

To Sjon: Sorry sa mga sapok ko hahaha well It was nice na ikw ang ka scene ko...

To Joriz: Thanks for being a sweet friend...

To Joyz: Thanks for being one of my truest friend sa df...Go Judai!

and to the rest alang naman isa isahin ko pa kau...Thanks uli...Evnthough d me sumasama sa mga lakwatsa lav ko kaung laht..

WoRk To FoRgEt...

hmm super pagod ako dis hul week...Play: 5+10=14 den asst director me sa Importance of being earnest...may video shoot ako sa mma video...tutor sa mga shobe ko...hay.....

Oct 22.... Pnta brkda d2 kanya knyang luto hahah Gumawa c Jo ng macaroni la lng hehe kakatuwa but Sa sbrang pagod ko ntulog ako habang nuod cla ng dvd den after dat ntira cla kmbl well I'm happy na andyan cla coz I know that I have someone to turn to...

Oct 24...Hmmm Gawa me tecdrasuper asikso lahat ng reservation for the play

Oct 25...2nd Monthsary namin! 1st day din ni shobe s chung hua ako hatid den after dat Pnta kmi ni jo sa ue den eat kami sa mister kabal haha ngging shawarma addict na kmi!d hul day ksama ko xa with rey and lek...I'm happy at the same time nalulungkot coz aalis na c jo...c rey naghatd sakn pauwe well rey thanks for being with me always...

Oct 26...old routine play uli but super plpk ko sa stge arggg....Todo bonding with jed and df pips hehe

Oct 27... Super pangit ng performances namin that's why super naparusahan kmi ni sir george

Oct 28...Last day na...Cast party kyla dale nalasing ako hahah...Bonding with kuya oj and old members hehe....

Oct 29 nagkaskit na me but still need to attend rehearsal...kht my hang over pa ko haha! den uwe me ng maaga slip lng after dat tutor sa mga bata d na me umatend sa halloween party....Pnta rey d2 haha sinurprise ako....

Oct 30...Now stay lng haus...net...

Well this week is full achievement but still i feel empty....I'm trying to convince myself na d ko x nmimiss but I miss him to death....I want to work para bilis takbo oras...This is the ist weekend na d ko xa kasama....

CiNeMa PaRaDiSo

Last Monday pinapanuod smin ni Ms. Alfon tong Cinema Paradiso a french film for our intfilm subject well this movie really touches my heart... and i've realized something:

"Once...a king gave a feast for the loveliest princesses in the realm. Now, a soldier who was standing guard saw the king's daughter go by. She was the most beautiful of all and he fell instantly in love.But what is a simple soldier next to the daughter of a king? At last he succeeded in meeting her, and he told her he could no longer live without her. The princess was so taken by the depth of his feeling that she said to the soldier, "If you can wait for 100 days and 100 nights under my balcony, at the end of it I shall be yours." With that the soldier went and waited one day... two days... then ten... then twenty. Each evening the princess looked out, and he never moved! In rain, in wind, in snow, he was always there! Birds shat on his head, bees stung him- but he didn't budge. At the end of ninety nights he had become all dry, all white. Tears streamed from his eyes. He couldn't hold them back. He didn't even have the strength to sleep. And all that time, the princess watched him. At long last, it was the 99th night... and the soldier stood up, took his chair and left." "What happened at the end?" "That *is* the end. And don't ask what it means. I don't know."

This movie was our midterm Ms. alfon asked us why the soldier leave on the 99th day...Ang simple ng sagot ko coz napagod xa...but mas simple pa pala ung ans...Because the soldier don't need to wait for 100th day if mahal tlga xa nung gurl....and guess wat anu ang narealized ko....?Ang ouch db?! But that's life....Use ur head...

PaNu Ko HaHaTiiN aNg SaRiLi Ko...

Hay... Super kakapagod na hagard na tlga ako... since monday pa...nung monday the whole day nasa 168 ako to by costume den yesterday rehearse rehearse den knina d me nakapask sa pdesin...9 am n me ngcng sa sobrang pagod...I went to skul mga 10 na den ngrun na... I'm the tita in the first show knina so me ngopen...well They said na ok naman ung performance ko...hay la kmi audience tom daw manunuod cla mama...den knina super hagard ayaw kmi inexcuse ni manolet...den un evening show na mdyo ok lng pero super dming mali pati ung energy bgsk...well thnks drich for watching hahah...Den tom tecdra...after dat rehearsal for introer hay....pagod na ko...sobra...well atleast im happy nmn coz kht ppno i dont feel useless...But the problem is na sasacrifice ko ung social life ko, ung studies ko, family i spend almost 3 hrs lng den tutulog na ko...and 2 days ko na d nkkausap c joseph d din me makarep sa mga txt nia hay watta life...i hope they understand my situation...I need to prove something and this is for them nmn db?well D2 na nakatira cla achi sana oh in fairness extended family na kmi hahah....I'm happy na and2 cla atleast may ngbbnty sa parents ko...and kaht papano na lelessen ung pagkamiss nmn ky ache...Well pnta na c jo sa aug 26 sa hongkong hope to b with him ng madalas lalo na vacation nia....well I hope na maging successful lht...and hope to have more tym sa sarili ko, family and kay God...Well I'm happy nmn na kht papano nggwa ko ung kalahati ng dreams ko...

PaTiEnCe iS a ViRtUe...

Yesterday was a long day for me...Rehearsal the hul day...dumating me dun ng 1pm pero la pa sir george so i went to tropical andun cla jio,dale,joriz,jed den un da hul day ko cla ksama...I'm nervous coz wed na ung show la pa me costume...I'm worried sa voice ko...well un den after dat cnundo ako ng brkada and we went to greenbelt eventhough 5 lng kmi w/c is me, lek, jo, aldrich and ron ngenjoy nmn kmi...den i bought something for jo hahah ang cute ngustuhan nmn nia kya i'm happy na...i just want to cheer him up...den i went home mga 12 na tok to lek sa fone...thanks lek for always being there...den knina mga 9 dumating si kat sundo me for church...den sa church well it's nice to be back hahah weird coz tpic is about love...sbi love is patient, kind love is not jelous ek ek...i learned something nmn sa discussion that I should be patient and mag love parin inspite na ng take advantage lng ung tao sau and dat's the true meaning of love... Den un uwe na me comp gawa assign...l8r watch concert ni aya raven with them uli haha.. sana sama si mama

I just want to thank my brkada for everything....watch our play ahhhh!

mY nO oRdiNaRy LoVe

No Ordinary Love

This could have been just another day
But instead we're standing here
No need for words, it's all been said
In the way you hold me near
I was alone on this journey
You came along to comfort me
Everything I want in life is right here
‘Cause
This is not your ordinary
No ordinary love
I was not prepared enough
To fall so deep in love
This is not your ordinary
No ordinary love
You were the first to touch my heart
Made everything’s right again
With your extraordinary love, no, no, no

I get so weak
When you look at me
I get lost inside your eyes
Sometimes some magic is hard to believe
But you're here before my very eyes
You brought joy to my world
Set me so free
I want you to understand
You are every breath that I breathe

From the very first time that we kissed
I knew that I just couldn't let you go at all
From this day on, remember this:
That you're the only one that I adore
Can't we make this last forever
This can't be a dream
'Cause it feels so good to me

-I really like the lyrics of this song...Thanks bro jio...la lng kc last sun nung ngshoot kmi for our next production...pinkining ni jio sakin tong song...Well super ok nung lyric...bagay skin hahah!...Coz this is similar sa nafefeel ko saking...special someone...super lav ko xa but ooooops....dapt mas lav ko sarili ko....I should take good care of myself...ayt lek hahaha

Ang puso dapt d iniiwan kung kniknino!panu pag tinapakan panu ka na!!!panu pagkinain ng aso Panu ka na!!!-Famous line sa dahil sa init ei guys watch our new production oct 19, 20, 21, 26, 27, 28
dls-csb theater

As I HeAr...

I'm currently in my room listening sa mga fav kong gospel songs...I've realize na parang iba na ko...Don't know wat's happening to me...I frequently go to uecp na...I usually go to Hp chapel...with my mom I go there for the sake na mgchurch ako ng sunday but where's my heart it's all empty!...I miss my old self The Shirley who always ask God everytime may ggwin who is devoted and binibgyn ng importance ang pag seserve but now...hmmm Like now ngtxt si hao he's asking me if pnta me student center pero mas pinili kong comp Don't know if I was influence by the people around me i told myself kc na I will try to go with the flow sa mga tao den show them na it's good na nasa lyk ko c God but parang la cla pa ung ngddala sakin weird...Grrr!I hate myself...Now na nkikinig me sa music... this were the music na kinnta nung ist camp ko the time when I promise to be a good God's daughter...This were the song na ngpaiyak sakin ng sobra den ito din ang ngparealize sakin na iba na ko ngaun....Last nyt after ko kauspn c jo I felt something that is bothering me...I just felt na parang iba na ko...esp wen mama said na parang ang weak ko na...lagi ko na pinaiiral ang feelings ko...unlyk dti na lgi akong mnhid...usually matalino ako noon i always know what will i do...But now empty lahat...i just go with the flow and I'm afraid sa mga mngyyre but still go parin ako...Ex...sa studies ko kpg pinglitan ako ngaun ng prof sooper dinadmdm ko...unlyk dati na paki ko ba! den now gusto nng lumipt ng ceu suko na ko...Well i know na d me mabilis sumuko but wat's happening to me kht sa next prod ng df...Minsan lumbas sa bibig ko na sana extra nalng me grr...Gusto ko na bumalik sa dti....I just feel na I need to be prepared sa lht ng bgy...Bring back my old self...Don't love too much... c God lng ang dapat kong mhalin ng ganun...Mind over heart dapat...Well Change topic...Knina ngfriendster ako...den I saw alexis's blog i was touched because I don't know na ganun pla nia ko kaluv haha well I love her naman sobra....lahat nmn cla...thanks lek! Yesterday dpt magblog me...iba tlga feeling ko yesterday pero nfrgt ko na ung mga dpt na illgy ko...all i know is that i'm so tired na sa course ko...Lord help me na makaalis na d2...help me to come back....I try my best na unahin ka sa lht ng bgy....Lubog kc ako sa feelings ko ryt now hay....

BrOwn OuT...

Today was a good day for me nmn... Tecdra wasn't bad at all for me...mdyo nkkrelate na ko eventhough I am still afraid of our professor. pero na lessen narin nmn ung pggng mataray nia...den after tecdra nagbond kmi nila eu, han and joey i'm happy coz atleast kht ppno we still have tym for each other honestly namiss ko cla coz since the term started lgi kong ksma c rox and jed I feel that nappalau na ako kela eu im starting to question myself if may ngchange b? bt now I'm ok nothing has changed nmn bc lng cguro...well after dat I went to my driving lesson this was my last manual day haha...I'm excited na mgdrive on my own...Ngdrive ako ng mtgl knina den Chikahan with my instructor after dat I went to student center Listen sa bible study topic is about being a servant for God because he is more please if may servant heart tau don't be blind sa mga important sa world like fame ek ek...den after that ngbond kmi ni tata soooper picture haha...den dpt may wrkshop ako ng 6pm kaya lng sooper lakas ng rain tinamad na ko...den bglang dumating c joseph...un wow sooper namiss ko xa...sayang lng kailngn na nia umalis den un hinatid na nia ko den bcoz of heavy rain ngbrown out kya now plng me gawa assign hahah! kausap ko c jo ng matagl knina and c hao...la lng share lng bye!

MisSiNg SoMeOnE...

Flowers for you, on this lovely evening
They have no words they share my feelings
As we walk along the avenue
Pardon me, i just can't help staring at you
As i look into you're sparkling eyesI float in the air and wander in paradise
You give my heart a source of inspiration
Your beauty is beyond imagination
You are the one
The only one that i desire
When we touch
When we're one you light the fire
The seasons we share
Hand in hand, there seems to be no time
Each day with you becomes a valentine

Time must go on and so must we
Moments slip away but not the memories
One day as we look back with all this treasure
Candlelight that shines beyond forever

You are the one
The only one that i desire
When we touch
When we're one you light the fire
The seasons we share
Hand in hand, there seems to be no time
Each day with you becomes a valentine
You are the one
The only one that i desire
When we touch
When we're one you light the fire
The seasons we share
Hand in hand,there seems to be no time
Each day with you becomes a valentine
The seasons we share
Hand in hand, there seems to be no time
Each day with you becomes a valentine
Each day with you becomes a valentine...

I really miss my joseph huhuhu!Well ok lng ang day nagpadctor bumalik na nmn skit ko...nagdrive...ngbond with jio and rox...watch ng mga movies sa introfilm pnta rehearsal pero wala eto super addict sa net hahahaah...bored...kinig ng music...well I really love this song super memorable sakin to....la lng share ko lng...e bkt b blog ko nmn to e!