48 facts about me...

CaN'T sLeeP...
1.Are u photogenic?
~Minsan...
2. What time do you go to bed?
~Early na 12 am...late is 2am lyk now wahaha
3. What was the last thing you did before this?
Chat...with Peter Tan, Rey and Ron and Benito
4. Who's the one you always meet the most ?
~My Yaya...and My mom
5. Who's the person you'll call if you need help?
~Studies? -Sis and Aya Raven
~Money?-Papa
~Love life?- Cabz, Kat, Lek and Rey
6. What's on your mind right now ?
~Hapee la pasok anu gagwin ko bukas? LAKWATSA!
7. What do you prefer?american idol/malaysianidol?
~Wala...
8. With whom do you wanna be with to have fun ?
~Barkada....pitzy!!!
9. What movie do u wanna watch now?
~ Brokeback Mountain
10. When was the last time you went out ? withwho?
~ Yesterday aya benito's bday greenbelt with Jo, lek,rey,ben, aldrich
11. What do you hate the most for now ?---
~ hisfurn and Tecdra...wanna die na sa tuesday!
12. What do you do everyday besides eat &sleep?
~ Mag-aral..icpin si joseph wahaha
13. Colors that make you happy ?
~ Pink and Black
14. Most fave thing in your room?
~ Computer ko and Kikay kit
15. Miss someone?
~ I miss jo, cabz and cesar
16. Plan to buy something?
~ Gusto car...in my dreams wahahah
17. Are you satisfied with your life now?
~oo nmn A good God, family, boyfriend, friends and ok nmn ang studies ko can't ask for more
18.Do you like seafood?
~ Nope...Kaya nga parang may goiter ako eh
19.Breakfast or dinner?
~ Both...wahaha
20. like chocolates?
~ d mashado...I love cheri monde, white tobleron and ung chocolate na bnigay ni Jo so sarap!
21.Do you have a laptop?
~ sad to say wala pero gusto ko...penge naman pambili wahaha!
22. What's your favorite fast food?
~ PIZZA HUT, KFC and SHAKEYS
23. Cats or dogs?
~ wala I'm afraid sa kht anung animals...poor shirley!
24. Salty or sweet?
~ Salty kaya prone ako sa Hepatitis!
25. City or country?
~ Kahit anu!
26. Is kissing normal for your age?
~ yah i guess
27. Are you athletic?
~ Nope hikain ako!
28.favorite band for now?
~ MYMP sbra....Cueshe for ulan lng
29. Do you have your own cell phone?
~ Syempre naman noh! Cnu pa ba ang wala?
30. What do you wear to bed?
~ Short and Shirt
31. Ever had a crush on a teacher in high school?
~ Yah Sir Velasco...sooo baet!
32. Coke or pepsi?
~ C2...and Royal
34. Can you use chopsticks?
~ Trying to learn hahah
35. Do you care about getting good grades?
~ Of course, Grade concious ako noh!
36. Have you ever fallen asleep in class?
~ OO naman pasaway ako!
37. Get a job or ask your parents for money?-
~ Get a Job
38. Is your mom strict?
~ D e...Super cool nia
39. Do your parents give you enough privacy?
~ yah but I prefer na mag share sakanila...because they have the right to know what's happening to me...
40. Do your parents trust you?
~ I think sooo... Katiwatiwala naman ako
41. Would you ever wanna lose your best friends?
~ of course not...angels ko cla...
42. Does your best friend get on your nerves?
~ Cabz, mj, Cesar? never..lek minsan wahaha...
43. Do you make friends quickly?-
~ Yap...I love to make friends
44. Do you tell your mom everything?
~ yah...most of the time lng...She's always making usisa sakin...can't hide naman ako
45. What do you & your parents fight about most?
~My being makalat and My bag...
46. If u love someone & she/he rejected u. Whatwill u do to her/him?
~ Nothing...Just love urself lang...
47. Can u sing or rap?
~ Sing SING and Sing
48. If u have one wish , who would u make ur wife/husband for life?
~ Pwede bang si Sam sa dreams ung d na ko ggcng den c Joseph sa personal...

cHaNgEs...

After feb 14 ang dami pang nngyre sa life ko sooo bad na d ko nalagay agad sa blog ko...I don't have time eh...well Nung feb. 17 Joseph and I watch close to you hahah ako pa! isa ako sa mga fan ng mga love story...Wala Crush ko lng sbra si sam...Imagine nasama ko c jo manuod ng ganun wahahha...

...den nung Last sat we went to tagaytay (lek, me, rey, ron and jo)...but may nngyreng msama...to the point na muntik na masira lahat..That incident really test our love for each oder..I tot that I can live without him esp without my barkda...coz during that tym I really felt alone parang empty lahat...I'm soo happy na naaus parin coz nung tuesday we tok about it...I try na babaan ung pride ko...I tot nawala ung filings ko saknya bcoz of fear...but...if u really love the person d madali na pakawalan lht eh...Thank God na naaus lahat...esp sa family ko soo glad na...Ok na ulit c jo sknila...Papa told me that he knew that I love jo kaya masaya na rin daw xa...Nakakatouch...In this life 1 thing lng narealize ko kapag may saya may lungkot...So we nid to be prepared sa lahat ng bagay and wag taung gagawa ng bagay na makaksama satin....Olweiz believe that God is there...U just nid to ask his help...Un ang dami rin kming narealized ni Jo... I realized that dapt ko nang bawasan ang katigasan ng ulo ko...And we really nid to communicate kc un ung kulng samin laging tinatago lahat ng bagay sa dibdib...Well time will tell kung anu na nxt na mangyayare bsta...just go with the flow lng...And I realized that

NO matter how i tried

NO matter how i cried

NO matter how i hate what you do

I can't still deny that I still love you so much...

Last week super akong nging bc sa rehearsal ng "There will be NO show" Nag overnyt pa mga ka df ko nung thursday...Den bglang nacancel ung show ng Friday coz holiday ewan ko kung matutuwa ako pero syempre lakwatsa day na naman we went sa bahay ni kat food trip burritos and etc saya naman...Heheh den yesterday punta greenbelt coz its benito bday and it's Our monthsary...6th months na kmi ang sweet!....redbox kmi....knta to the max...
well den ngaun d hul day stay lng haus sleep to d max den hapee hapee la pasok tom...problem ko: enlistment and elevation huhuhu....

saya coz nakachat koc peter tan- he's my closest friend back in highschool e bglang nglaho kaya super saya ako na ngparamdam uli sakin!

Guys, pls watch "THERE WILL BE NO SHOW" March 1, 2006 Biyuda role ko dun wahaha sa DLSU-main William shaw little theater...150 for outsiders and 130 for benildean and lasallian...libre bata...Guys pls support us..It's an official entry sa Crossroads festival '06

thanks!

my FeB. 14, 2006

For 3 consecutive years I spent my Valentines day with my someone special but know wat super iba tong year na to...This is the only valentines day na na feel ko na valentine...Maybe this is really the first na mainlove ako...

Tuesday khpon I feel bad ko 9am to 9pm ako sa skul...Joseph asked me to go out pero I know na super gabi na and besides may exam siya...so I spent my hul day with alexis and aya raven...nung morning masama loob ko coz i'm so desperate na matapos ung tecdra but then hopeless case na tlga ako...but syempre my lek lek comes to the rescue haha! Eventhough iniisip kona d ko makaksma c jo that day...It's ok...Corny man but our theme song really applies "Each day with you becomes a valentine"

Then mga 530 mdyo nararamdaman ko na ang pagkalungkot becoz of hisfurn Alexis need to go home when Joseph texted me "Shirl, r u with lek...alis cla ni rey cu l8r!" nkakagulat but then hinayaan ko na...hanggng bglang nagpa early dismissal c pizzaro...den cnundo nila ako...

So glad to see the other side of joseph na super sweet...like last sat. when pinabigay niya sa guard ung ccokies na hart sa starbucks with my name...then yesterday he gave me a box of chocolate na maraming petals with card na pinaghirapan nia...

Sooo touch...but at the same time I feel guilty...I always think that he doesn't love me...That napipilitan lang xa...that he does'nt care...That d na dadating ung tym na mamahalin nia ko...
but Last tuesday...naka misunderstanding kmi...Napakasensitive ko kc....

"Naiinis ako sa sarili ko kung bkit naapektuhan ako ng sbra kung di kita mahal matagal na akong wala" this are the words that really open my mind and heart na he's not what I think...

Yesterday when I open my gifts speechless ako...can't imagine that the Guy I love the most will make me feel so special that night...Of course, all my life I always love someone who doesn't Love me back...and this is the first time...

This is MY BEST VALENTINES DAY because I found my FOREVER....

and I will do everything to make it

FOREVER...

HiS pOeM...

Here are words never meant to be written

Feelings kept hidden inside my soul

Secrets trapped within my heart.

I sit here pondering my thoughts

And my thoughts lead to you,

Reminiscing the times that pass

Regretting the words never spoken

The feelings never revealed

To tell you how I truly feel

What you really mean to me.

Now you occupy my thoughts

Bringing pain to my heart.

You mean more to me than words can express

Without you my life would be incomplete

The thought of losing you

But...I cannot lose someone that I never truly had.

To me, you were more than life itself

Not one moment passed

Without the thought of you in my mind.

I give myself to you

You alone hold the key into my heart

I hide nothing from you.

I reveal my deepest secret

My dreams and my hopes

My fears and my regrets.

To hold you in my arms

Is what I long to do.

To call you mine Is all I ask, nothing more.

I know that my one wish

Will never be granted.

So I relish the memory of you,

Reminiscing the times that has passed

-MARK JAME...

~ sobrang tagal ko na din d nag internet coz nagloko pc ko...knina when I open my friendster i saw this poem from Mark Jame...Don't know what he mean but still he makes me feel special again...Nakakamiss xa...

dEaTh...

Last fri...may namatay sa mc do taft I don't know the real story but I saw the picture of a man na super duguan sa cellphone ni bryce...kakatakot...den nung saturday i heard the news from Alexis...at first d ako naniniwala...poor Filipinos...tsktsk...ewan ko ba kung bkt ganun of course only God knows the answer...Den d ako mashado nanuod ng tv coz umalis kmi ng brkda nung sat. we went to the fort...masaya...but then nakaka guilty na kmi ngsasaya while alm nmn na ang daming nghhrap...Den yesterday..ist sunday of the month ang aga ko sa church for the ist tym...heheh...den after dat bonding with panda and kat den uwe na ko coz i nid to prepare for my report today...den nanuod muna ako ng tv wen i saw those pipol who were crying nakakaiyak well mababaw lng nmn tlga luha ko...nakakalungkot tlga...and i realized that sa isang pitik lng pwede nang maglaho ang lahat...But i believe God knows what he is doing...maybe he want to end the suffering of those people...Maybe he want to tell us na wag mashadong maniwala sa luck we should believe in blessings...well andyan na yan what can we do...we should live our lives according to his will...well un I'm so thankful parin na super safe ng family ko...masaya ako...maaus ang lhat...but only God knows nga what will happen next..so I just need to trust in him nlng coz i know he will never leave nor forsake those people who love him...
I just want to...congratulate my aya jun and ache marissa for bringing johnson jr...hahah...last feb 2 same day ng bday ng ache ko...may baby boy na kmi....!