Back... Again....Same....

I'm always here...no where to go....smiling... striving....pretending...defending myself...sinning...loving... still hurting

It's so tiring...same old story...

I have everything...

All i want is now here...

But I'm still searching for something I need...

Thank God he's there...

I still have strenght and hope...

No need to defend myself

No need to work for men...

I just need to be still...

coz I know he understand what I feel that other's dont...

Please Lord let them understand me....

Please remind me that I dont need anybody but you

Don't let me forget you and myself

give me strenght to go away

help me to accept that they will not understand me...

I need to stop and go on b quiet and still...

Loving you......giving you my heart only to you....