I'm just too weak to face the truth

How can I fall?

Give me time to care
The moment's here for us to share
Still my heart is not always there
What more can I say to you
Could I lie to you
I'm just too weak to face the truth
Now I know I should make a move
What more can I say
How can I fall, how can I fall
When you just won't give me reasons
When you just won't give me reasons at all
When all faith is gone
I fight myself to carry on
Yes I know of the harm I do
What more can I say to you
Now I hold this line
I know the choice to leave is mine
I can't help what I feel inside
What more can I say
How can I fall, how can I fall
When you just won't give me reasons
When you just won't give me reasons at all
I'll follow through, I'll say I do
When the time is far more right for you
I'll make that move, and when I do
Will I doubt again, the way I do
How can I fall, how can I fall
When you just won't give me reasons
When you just won't give me reasons at all
How can I fall, how can I fall
When you just won't give me reasons
When you just won't give me reasons
How can I fall, how can I fall
When you just won't give me reasons
When you just won't give me reasons
Just won't give me reasons
Just won't give me reasons at all
How can I fall, I fall, I fall
How can I fall for you
How can I fall, how can I fall
When you just won't give me reasons
When you just won't give me reasons

AfRaiD....

sa laht ng nngyayare and sa lahat ng nararamdaman ko

I know that there is always advantages and disadvantages....

I think I'm starting to b ok

I'm starting to endure all the pains na nararamdaman ko....I'm trying to smile again and i think somehow i've realized my worth....coz lagi ko nga cnasabi sa sarili ko na I can't control everything....wala akong mggwa...I just need to hold on sa SARILI ko at kay God....

I entitled my blog "afraid" because un na ang nararamdaman ko sa lahat i think im afraid of life

i'm afraid to trust and to love

i'm afraid to give importance to all the people around me because i've proved that they are all not worthy NO EXCEMPTION! i'M not telling this because im sad or what but im telling this because un ung narealized ko sa life ko sometimes u nid tp be wise I'm so tired of being the "sablay"

I'm afraid to depend my happiness sa kht na sino....U cant trust anyone trust me....

Ur only friend, family and angel is urself and God...

I'm glad at i've known God because if d dhil sknya wla na akong strenght right now even sa mga tao akala kong mhal ako they all leave me

well....still no man is an island just need to be wise....

knina i went to sir pineda...at least one down na....tom exhibit na for mio atleast tapos na ako im just not so confident sa gawa ko...

I'm afraid tom coz I know na may mangyyare well sana mali ako....well sumablay ako eh i should face the consequences


to end my entry.....i just want to tell myself "Life must go on" i'm obligated eh!

is it really hard to love me?

i really need to know the answer....

I'm not writing this blog to shout to the world that I'm sad and everything

I just want to pour out my feelings....coz la naman akong mkausap....I really feel alone parang bglang nawala ung mga tao sa pligid ko....

so for those pipol who read this please....don't mind me.....

having my heart really broken for the first time...is so painful!

what's worse i feel like dying and it seems the whole world was just watching

i really want to buy a heart repair kit but the reality was i was born with a heart that can't b repaired that easily

I really don't know where to start...I'm so tired of everything loving someone and you don't even know if he really loves you...

2x ng ganito....ayw ko na....so aya tatang if you read my blog please ans my question...i know you know the ans....

I'm not angry i'm just so down i lost a friend and i lost the love of my life....

8 years kong inalagaan laht...and now everything is over....

dati im just imagining my life without him but now i should face it....

my most unforgettable bday....my worst bday...

what more can i ask? ang ganda tlga ng bday gift ng buhay sakin!

im out!

a Gift to myself....

my Simple August!

Grabe tlga...ang bilis ng panahon....

parang kailn lng...nagsimula lng ung term den ngaun busy na sobra dhil finals na...prang kailan lng...nag 18 ako tpos tom 19 na ko....parang kailan lng naging kmi ni jo...tpos ngaun 1 year n kmi...

That's why na realized that i really need to treasure every moment na meron ako...

right now....?super simple lng ng feeling ko....

this is my first bday na di ako magcelebrate....
this is my first bday na wala ache k...
this is my first bday na may boyfriend ako...
this is my first bday na umuulan
super simple lng ng feeling

nakaktouch sbra everytym na may nakakaalala ng bday ko para i really feel special....

ung tipong sa super bc ko eh may tao na magpapaalala na bday ko pla....

anestly i really dont have tym na coz ang hirap ng finals lahat exhibit...macquette, costumes, floorplans na umiikot ung life ko...I'm so tired of it...pero no choice...

simple na nga lng ung mga gimik and happenings ko eh....dalaw dalaw lng mga friends sa haus, church...un lng pero still d naman ako ganu nalulungkot...

I'm just nervous sa mga things na ipapass na d ko pa nggwa....

Soooper dami na ngbago....

I think I'm more mature na....cguro nga 19 na ako eh...hay bye bye 18....last year na ng pgiging teen ko...hahahah.....

Cge na back to work n ulit!