Grown up on the Inside...

uR mY fRieNd bUt GoD iS mY BeSt fRiEnD... I cAn cRy tO yOu bUt GoD cAn dRy mY tEaRs... YoU loVe mE bUt GoD loVeS mE deEpeR... YoU cAn hoLd mY hAnDs bUt GoD cAn cArRy mE bEtTeR...

9.23.2006

Your Brain is 67% Female, 33% Male

Your brain leans femaleYou think with your heart, not your headSweet and considerate, you are a giverBut you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

You Are Pretty Logical
You're a bit of a wizard when it comes to logicWhile you don't have perfect logic, you logic is pretty darn goodKeep at it - you've got a lot of natural talent in this area!
How Logical Are You?


People Envy Your Ingenuity
You're a person with unique ideas, big plans, and a zany outlook on life. Many people look to you for inspiration.People envy your creativity and "who cares?" attitude. They feel very ordinary next to you - and they usually are!
What Do People Envy About You?
Your Kissing Purity Score: 74% Pure
For you, kissing isn't a casual thing
Lip to lip action makes your heart sing
Kissing Purity Test
You Are 90% Passionate, 10% Compassionate
You are a truly passionate person, and for you, love is a drug.When you're in love, you lose all grip on reality. And it's a wild ride.Although falling in love is vivid experience for you, it's sometimes *too* intense.
Is Your Love Style Passionate or Compassionate?
Your Ideal Relationship is Marriage
You've dated enough to know what you want.And that's marriage - with the right person.You're serious about settling down some time soon.Even if you haven't met the person you want to get hitched to!










What You Really Think Of Your Friends
Aldrich is your soulmate.
You truly love Joseph.
You consider Cabuhat your true friend.
You know that Alexis is always thinking of you.
You'll remember Raven for the rest of your life.
You secretly think Katrina is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.
You secretly think that Panda is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.
You secretly think that Vincent Haoson is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Vincent Haoson changes lovers faster than underwear.
You secretly think Jed is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Jed has a hidden internet romance.
What Do You Think of Your Friends?
Your Love Style is Manic
For you, love is the ultimate rollercoasterAnd you love to hold on tight and enjoy the rideEvery time you fall in love, it feels like the first timeAnd while it's exciting and exhilarating...It's also stressful and scary!

It's gandaness lik lik birthday!

It's lek lek bday...well kakaiba to sa lahat ng bday coz super bonding... Lagi kming lkwtsa with panda... ang cool coz whenever na mgksama kmi narereminisce namin nung 1st year kami....I just want to say thank you sa lahat ng kagagahan nming ttlo....Yesterday Lek lek Fetched me den we went to G4 together with panda we ate at fridays, nagpapicture ng sbra sbra... and kumain ng cream puff...I just realized na kht na madaming ngbgo sa life ko eventhough na iisip ko na kakalungkot naman lahat...I just learned to appreciate everything and anyone who makes me smile...And I thank God that i now learn to view my life differently...

Then It's Student center again...Masaya ako coz ngaun soooper close na ako sa mga bata...My Passion to teach and to serve lalo xang nag grow...Everytime I hear them Praising GOd and May mga lessons clang naaaply sa buhay nila...supeer sarap ng filing...at the same time nakikita ko c leslie na tumutulong sakin...and nag eenjoy siya....hmmm I can't ask for more.masya tlga..

Last night kachikahan ko si Cabz....I thank God for having him in my life...during these times na i usually feel alone lagi xang nandyan....I think I can't find anyone who can replace him...Wla man xa sa mga party ko or mga hppy moments ko lagi naman xa nandyan kapag down ako unlyk ung iba?...hmmmp

well That's life....I just learn to be contented sa anung meron ako....I really need more time to be more ok...I just need to focus sa other aspects of my life un kc ung mali ko eh....
hahhaha....I have a script na for film pro thank you for helping me...well i pray na mging possible xa...hmmmp ung mg gusto mag artista lapit na hahahah!

9.15.2006

laugh trip!

Funny stuff only found in the good old Philippines...
* Nakasulat sa pader:"MARUNONG KA BANG TUMAHOL? ASO LANGANG UMIIHI DITO!"

* along a highway in Pampanga:"WE MAKE MODERN ANTIQUE FURNITURE"

* in a Baguio grocery:"FRESH FROZEN CHICKEN SOLD HERE"

* in Cubao:"NONE ID NOTHING ENTRY"

* on a parking lot:"TAXI AND OUTSIDE CAR NOT ALLOWED"

* along Luneta Boulevard:"BAWAL TUMAE SA BULEVARD"

* on Jeepney and Bus signs:"BEFORE PAY, TELL WHERE GET THE ONBEFORE GET THE OFF"

* on a Flower shop in Rizal Avenue:"WE SELL ARTIFICIAL FRESH FLOWERS"

* on a delivery truck:"NOT FOR HERE"

* on window of a restaurant in Baguio:"WANTED: BOY WAITRESS"

* A grafitti inside the cubicle of a ladies' C.R. in auniversity:"PLEASE DON'T SIT LIKE A FROG, SIT LIKE AQUEEN."

* At a men's comfort room, above a urinal:"HAWAK MO ANG KINABUKASAN NG BAYAN"

* at a construction site in Mandaluyong:"BAWAL OMEHI DITO. ANG MAHOLI BOG-BOG"

* somewhere along San Andres:"NO URINATING, ON THE OVER WALLS"

* vacant lot near makati ave.:"DON'T PARKING"

* at an eatery in Cebu:"WE HAB SOPDRINK IN CAN AND IN BATOL!and this is the best of them all!!

* on a building somewhere in the Philippines..."NOTARY PUBLIC TUMATANGGAP DIN NGLABADA KUNG LINGGO"

9.13.2006

My Darkest hour is the time to see the stars

Start na ng classes.......
kakatuwa coz nung monday worlite ko Prof ko si Ms. Astete she's also the prof of my tech friends...well i think she's nice...hirap lng coz she treat us like frosh kaya kakajahe....Astig nga e kc classmate ko c bianca king.... Eventhough c tina lng kakilala ko dun adventure parin...heheh...

Den yesterday it's mio class thank God na naunderstand ko ung mga shakespeare na pinabasa nia hah windang...Kkainspire super ung galing ni shakespeare ang deep ng thinking nia....Mio was nice yesterday...d naman gnu hirap ung homework nia

after dat I wait for lek...date ulit sa pizza hut and we went to spa...super stress na kc eh...bonding moments....kakaenjoy...

hahah knina tinamaan ako ng katamaran so d ako pumsok...

pinarusahan me ni mama kaya ako ang nagsundo sa shobe ko utos pa bumili ng anu anu sa hp...

buti nalang cnamahan ako ni Cabz...masaya ako....

tagal ko din d xa nakasama...

At last naksama ko xa atleast I feel ok tlga....hehehhe...


kakatuwa....tom ulit bonding bestfriends!

9.09.2006

la lng gusto ko lng mag blog!

first day ng class knina but la naman prof badtrip hahah! pero It's a nice day...kakaktuwa ung mga bata....Teaching bible study really helps me to grow sa christian life ko....everytime na nkikita ung mga bata na nattwa sa mga gingwa namin and when it comes to singing and praising God alve sila super sarap ng filing...I'm starting to feel na gusto ko i dedicate ung sarili ko sa pagtuturo ng mga bata...hahah Ang dami kong gusto....bgla nalang pop out sa mind ko lahat ng gusto ko gawin hahahha....I have many plans sana mag work lahat....I want to work para ako naman ang magbigay ng laht ng gusto ng parents ko...I want to do everything para maging ok ung mga raket ko haha....

Super simple lhat ng nangyayare sa life ko right now walang stress and parang dedicated lang ung life ko sa sarili ko, family and kay God....As in Simple lng....ggcing magbabasa, maglalakwatsa, boding with family....usap with some friends.....magbabasa....kakanta....matutulog....Laht ng bagay na gingwa ko lahat para sakin...tagal ko din d nagawa lahat ng to! and ang nice ng feeling ko....

I'm not totally happy....but I'm totally ok....i still miss my old life...pero i know that time will come nababalik din lahat right now dapat ko muna mahalin ang sarili ko.....

I need to be ideal muna bgo ako....mag expect ng ideal someone....

I need to love my family first bgo magmhal ng kung cnu cnu

and especially

I need to serve God muna and establish ko muna ung strong relationship with him bgo ako mag love ng others....

now I'm starting to see God's reason kung bkit nia kinuha ung mga bagay na nawala sakin....

I accept it na coz I know na makakabuti ung nangyare kht nsaktan ako...


wahahhaha mio mio again....hahahah nakita ko na naman ang mga baliw kong college frends hahaha nang-ingit sa baguio wisit!

2am na gawa prin me mio...huhu!

9.06.2006

my quiet life

term break na i decided to stay home nalang... i really want to spend time with myself kaya d na me sumama sa baguio i think d me mashado makarelax but i have to admit it naiisip ko cla anu na kaya gawa nila dun....
hahaha...i miss them na...I heard na kasama ung biboy ni jed im sure enjoy super well...enjoy rin naman ako....
Last fri...I'm with kat the hul day...pnta kmi chung hua and sc with aldrich....then nung nyt it's jo's bday party....sama nga ng pakiramdam ko up to now pblik blik ung fever ko weird....!den nung sat stay lng me sa haus hmmm ok naman pla grade ko....hahahha 2.5 p me kay mio...tuloy ang csb!den un nung sun nagchrch me d hul day ksama ko c drich pnta din kmi batangas hahah ang cool super ok pla maksama ung mga churchmate ko exciting hahaha sarap biyahe papnta sa batangas....andun cla tine and jeff hahaha kaya lng mhiyain c jeff pero cool tlga....1am na kmi nakauwe den nung monday nuod me cne date with my mom...den knina la lng enroll huhu la na ako scholarship kaya pila to d max....den maybe tomorrow date with my bisprin lek lek....
I think I'm ok na....acceptance lng tlga ang kelngn ng mga bagy bgy sa mundo....Mahirap kc ipilit ung mga bagay na ayw na tlga....atleast wala na akong regrets....God is really good kasi he gave me peace of mind...wala na ako pinanghihinayangan coz i know na ginwa ko na lahat...pero d ako nging successful....


but still

I'm always hir d ako galit....

I'm always ready to forgive and to accept

I leave it all to God....

I've learned my lesson....

D ko na ipipilit ung gusto ko.....

mananahimik na ako....

d n ako mapapagod di na ako magtitiis....

pababayaan na kita....pababayaan ko na ang mga mangyayare....

Kaibigan kita kahit anung mangyre sana ganun ka rin....


hahaha yoko na bye bye!