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I'm so depress...

This month is very productive for me...I think i have found my comfort zone...having new friends...adventure...having a new crush....achieving something

but why I am still lonely....

Maybe because I cant be true to myself....I am lonely but I'm still smiling....I'm still doing things that aren't Appropriate...hay

Kanina lang me medyo natauhan...I realizd that d na tama ang inaasal ko...I'm so confused kung bkit ako ganito...

I know that I'm not alone but I'm lonely...ala naman masama dun it is a very natural feeling....medyo napapagod na din cguro ko....Im covering everything that i feel through sa work ko...I'm trying to give everything my time and super duper effort to this production not because i love it but because this is my comfort zone...this is where I can be someone else....I can be the bossy and naughty shirley I can do everything that i want but then kpag umuwe na ako....I still feel the pain...

I'm a very good actress...I'm a pretender that's why i hate myself....

I'm just so tired...I got lots of work and responsibilities but I lost my heart....

La lng...i just cant contain it...I dont want to risk anything

i dont want to feel the pain...

Something about love...

"We all want to fall in love. Why? Because that experience makes us feel completely alive. Where every sense is heightened, every emotion is magnified, our everyday reality is shattered and we are flying into the heavens. It may only last a moment, an hour, an afternoon. But that doesn't diminish its value. Because we are left with memories that we treasure for the rest of our lives."

12 Better Explainations of LOVE....
1) Don't turn your back to love when it's already in front of you, Don't drive it away from you, because if you do, someday, you'll think again, why you let love flew when it was there next to you.
2) In Love, think things first over if you're sure about how you feel, Don't fall too hard not knowing where you will stand, 'coz it will hurt real bad if things don't go the way you want them to be.
3) It's an irony to know that it takes hours for someone to have guts to say "hi" to the one he likes, days to admire, weeks to miss the person, months to love, but just a blink of an eye to say goodbye...
4) Go for the person who loves you. It is not wrong to love someone who belongs to someone else, but it is much better to love someone who could also love you in return.
5) Love isn't something we hold, it is something we set free, It's not something we just do, but it's something we don't imagine to be. Lastly, it's not something we choose, it chooses us...
6) The scariest thing about falling in love is getting hurt. The scariest thing about getting hurt is not being able to love again. The scariest thing about not loving again is being alone forever.
7) When you follow your heart, worry not where it will lead you, for your heart knows the way. And if you do get lost or reach a dead end, use your head to lead you back home.
8) When you truly care for someone, you don't look for faults, you don't look for answers, you don't look for mistakes. Instead, you fight for the mistakes, you accept the faults, and you overlook excuses.
9) It's better to lose your pride to the one you love, than lose your loved one to your useless pride.
10) Love is .........not " it's your fault ", but " i'm sorry ",not " where are you ? ", but " i'm here ",not " how could you ? ", but " i understand,not " i wish you were here ", but " i'm thankful you are ".
11) The beginning of love is to let those we love be just themselves, and not twist with our own image. Otherwise, we love only the reflection of ourselves we find in them.
12) If a relationship is truly meant for you, your love will find a way to make it happen, and God will be there to make sure it will stay.

something to ponder upon...

For all you people who say "I love you" when you have no clue what love is exactly!!! Something to ponder upon.....

• Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and is your voice caught within your chest??-It isn't love, it's LIKE.
• You can't keep your eyes or hands off of them, am I right??-It isn't love, it's LUST.
• Are you proud, and eager to show them off??-It isn't love, it's LUCK.
• Do you want them because you know they're there??-It isn't love, it's LONELINESS.
• Are you there because it's what everyone wants??-It isn't love, it'S LOYALTY.
• Are you there because they kissed you, or held your hand??-It isn't love, it's LOW CONFIDENCE.
• Do you stay for their confessions of love, because you don't want to hurt them??-It isn't love, it's PITY.
• Do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat??-It isn't love, it's INFATUATION.
• Do you pardon their faults because you care about them??-It isn't love, it's FRIENDSHIP.
• Do you tell them every day they are the only one you think of??-It isn't love, it's a LIE.
• Are you willing to give all of your favorite things for their sake??-It isn't love, it's CHARITY.
• Does your heart ache and break when they're sad??-Then it's LOVE.
• Do you cry for their pain, even when they're strong??-Then it's LOVE.
• Do their eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts??-Then it's LOVE.
• Do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and relation pulls you close and holds you there??-Then it's LOVE.
• Do you accept their faults because they're a part of who they are??-Then it's LOVE.
• Are you attracted to others, but stay with them faithfully without regret??-Then it's LOVE.
• Would you give them your heart, your life, your death??-Then it's LOVE.

Now, if love is painful, and tortures us so, why do we love? Why is it all we search for in life? This pain, this agony? Why is it all we long for? This torture, this powerful death of self? Why?The answer is so simple cause it's...LOVE. It is such an addictive thing that even people who are not having it wish to experience it and share it with others as well.